Monday, January 17, 2005
{ 1/17/2005 05:38:00 PM }
Hey All...
Well...not into the great mood. Recieved bad news. I was now not choosen for the early OBS trip in Feburary... Why? I do not know the f**king hell why. I was so happily looking forward to it. But now, my happiness are being totally shattered badly onto the ground.
There was really nothing I could do about it....Unless someone doesnt wants to go or someone who didnt passed his medical check up which is highly doubtful.....I'm really freakin sad and pissed... But I tot....really there's nothing i could do. Is life....I got to face it.... I even admitting I'm actually sobbing while writing this entry.... I know....Is gay for a guy like me cry.
But well....Josh asked me whether he want me to give up his place....but no. I refused. He's been also looking 4ward to going OBS. So 4get it.... Now all my best squadmates are going to OBS.... Caine, Bean, jerry, josh, Poo...Hope you guys enjoy urself yea?...Do take care of urself in OBS.....
My life's been really f**Ked up.
Thats all for now.....and Happy Bday to my dad.
From,
Ayl....