Saturday, February 19, 2005
{ 2/19/2005 07:52:00 PM }
Heyy peopleee...
I'm gonna be a little serious here. So if you're bored, feel free to read or not. But is gonna be real long and boring I'll say. This were my thoughts since last week.
Alright... I thought to myself these few days;I look back at times where I was sec1 & 2. I thought how I was, how I act myself, how I behave and think. And my conclusion... Yes, I was not mature enough.
There I thought. I do have to mature up. I've been a little childish. Acting totally lame-o. Acting like a crap. Acting like some jerk. An "Ass". Really.... Is time I grow up a little. I'm sec3 or rather....15 yrs old. Is time I think properly. Think about my future... I'll have to learn to study harder. Strive harder. Work harder.
Okay, I'll say I'won't be so serious at all times. Of course I'll still fun too. But limitations are to be met too. Yeah.... We all change and I hope I change for the better of my character.
Audrey told me not to change for the sake of others because they don't accept my character... But it wasn't because of that.... It was because I think its time for me to change my behaviour; my character; my life; &... my mindset... Although she also mentioned to me that she wasn't able to change totally. But she said that she had changed from an typical ah lian till a mature grown up woman. Yes, I believe that as it is true. She may seem crappy and lame and full of nonsense at times. But she is changed into a grown up adult. She's in NJC-Intergrated Programme. She's ultra smart but she's having stressed out problems. Is common but she's managing fine, she have great friends (No lar... Not talking about myself... I'm not that great), she have confidence... in fact, great character.
So I thought, Am I able to change a whole new mature character myself? I don't know. Only God knows. Only time will tell.
I had a chat with the mayor from Katoots( a forum) on msn. He asked me about why I said I wanna change my character.
I told him things.... I said: Is rather time for me to grow up...mature up. Be a little responsible..
He repiled to me that... He is glad to hear that I'm thinking this way. Because actually in the most of the eyes from the people from the katoots team, they said I'm already matured.
I was totally amused. I didn't knew the people were that nice. I mean... I'm already matured in the eyes of theirs... This sort of made me more... confident or having more "will" to change my character because there are people who does not really look down on me. There are people who actually accepting who I am.
I apologised to the mayor because last time I made fun of him as "Ever-nerd"... His nick is called "Ever-meet". Until today... I was a stupid idiot. I thought... I put myself into his shoe and I'm being called "Ever-Nerd", and yes... I feel like a fool.. being insulted. I totally realised it. I was such a jerk....a loser sort.
But the mayor didn't hold the matter against me. I'm was really glad becase he 4gave me. =)
Overall, he was quite happy that I was thinking of this way as a 15yr old person. I'm really glad to hear that from an adult who thinks that way. Thank you for your concern & having a talk with me Mayor. =)) I totally appreciate it.
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Then comes today... Alexander James Creswell aka A-J... A new classmate of mine. We had a talk. He thought about our friendship between him & me. He felt it was like: "One minute I'm his friend then the next minute, I'm not". He asked me that if there's anything that had actually been disturbing me about him. I told him... Frankly... "No... not at the moment". We both knew each other for 2 months and we had a great friendship. He mix with me and Junsian and a few other classmates.
We talked about something. Something personal. In fact.... about my personal life. Saying..that I'm a nice person, not an ugly freak because he is. Which is something I must clarify.... Well, I'm not great looking, cool looking, fantastic looking, macho looking like example: "Bratt Pit" which all girls are crazy over. (And I admit I say he's rather good looking... no complains about girls like him). I mean.. I'm not that ultra cool or good. Girls sort of go for the funny, macho, coOoL guys. I admit I'm not really one of them.... =) Next is... I'm a nice fellow. Alright, the thing is... I'm nice but not as nice as other people out there... There're other nicer people. They can be trusted more than rather old me. I'm just a typical fellow. =)
And another thing A-J and me talked: He said that... I don't really have much confidence. Yes, sometimes I got to confess that I have confidence... but very seldom. Is just that... I fear for some overall results.... I sometimes lose confidence, I sometimes lost total confidence. I guess this might be something I got to work on and learn something about it...
Well..... I'm afraid thats all I really have to say.
I'm going to te gone from 21st -----> 25th Feb as I'm going to OBS. Take note people. I'll be back on Friday.... I think that should be it... *Sigh*
Take Care, Tanki Verdi Mucchi 4 REadi pple & God Bless!
[Lordtootz]-Aylwin...
Saturday, February 12, 2005
{ 2/12/2005 07:57:00 PM }
Heylo all! *Waves*
Well, first I'll like to wish my Grandma a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! WOoo! =D
Hmmm.... So what do I got to say? Alright. I'll update about what happened yesterday.... After school, I decided to go for extra Maths Class in order to improve myself... Especially on Trigonometry. >.<'' As I had time to spare, Jerry & Caine asked me to play basketball with them as there was no school's basketball and badminton training. And so, I agreed to to play with them. Surprisingly, my 3-pointing was....begining to ....amazingly gone better. NoNo! I'm not being cocky... I'm serious. However.... My layout was getting a little out of hand.. This proves I need more training. Aurgh...
Guess that's it! Tanki Verdi Mucchi 4 Readi & God Bless!
[Lordtootz]-Aylw1n =))
Thursday, February 10, 2005
{ 2/10/2005 01:09:00 AM }
Hey all~!!!!
Woohoo! Happy Lunar New Year!! Wishing you, your friends & your family a prosperous whole new year! =)
Well, basically...CNY was okay this year. No, I'm not telling you people how much I recieved... Hahah. But I wonder what about you people though.
Lordtootz travelled from central to east and back to central again. Lordtootz ate alot today.... he's feeling fat so he tell himself, off the gym! Lordtootz have 1 more day to finish his maths homework which the topic is Trigonometry. He can't pronounce the word properly and finds the topic a little chim.. Hopes he will be able to catch up with his work. He even have P.O.A studying to do... There's a test on friday!. Lordtootz is really "Suey"... =X
Alright. Enuff nonsense... Just wanna express my feelings. Feeling...."Sad". Why ah?...
One thing is:
MOST of my friends are making me jealous!! They've gotten the things that I always wanted!!! Noooooooooo!~
What are the things? Hmmm, one of my classmate gotten 2 things that I always wanted most:
- CrEaTiVe Zen Micro MP3!
- Samsung Smooth Slide Phone! (His is black but I want the silver model)-Noooooo~!
Jun Sian got:
- A new handphone! An
N-Gage! It really looks damn "swee" leh
And another friend who I shall not mention the name for privacy (Must respect mah):
- She/He got a
Camera!..... Wha lau.... *Sob sob*
*Sigh*
I shall save up! First thing is getting that Samsung Smooth Slide Phone!!!! >=))
Heh heh.... Watch out people! LORDTOOTZ IS ON A RAMPAGE TO TRAMPLE PEOPLE TO DEATH! Bwahahahahaha!
' "Pok Pok Gey!" HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR 2005 AGAIN PEOPLE!'
Tanki Verdi Mucchi 4 Readi & God Bless!
[Lordtootz]-Aylwin =P
Monday, February 07, 2005
{ 2/07/2005 11:03:00 PM }
Hey hihi all!
Today after school went to bean's house to watch the movie "Taxi". He booked the home theatre in the function room. Whao. It was really nice. Actually, So-so standerd lar...Haha, but is still nice. =)
So we watched "Taxi"... But why the movie "Taxi"? Duh.... Becos Bean wanna see the...*Uh-hum*... Yea, Your guessed it right. Chio-bu... Lol. He was so freakin horny. Bleh...
So the movie was about this lady named: Something Precious Something. Can't remember the name...SERIOUS. So lets call her "Precious" instead lar. So Precious is a taxi driver and she loves driving real fast. Her taxi is really cool bah...loads of fancy gadgets. Hahah.... But then one time, there was this cop who had to take go to a bank to somehow stop a robbery. As his driving license was confiscated, he decided to take a cab to there. Pretty lame eh? Hahah... Then he went to Precious's taxi and she started using her fancy gadgets and WHAO!.... Super fast speed. Then suddenly in the end, she had to chase that robber's car (LADIES ROBBERS SIA)... And she ended up getting her car tolled away by the police because of violations to many of the road safety rules.
So she wanted her car back and both this man and Precious went through stupid stuff lar. (Btw, the guy is a loser. Couldn't do any much things. Hahah). In the end, Precious became a race driver and that guy had been promoted. Hahaahaha....It was damn lame and funny lar. Worth watching. =D
Soo...that's the movie: "Taxi". Now, here's ME & MY SQUADMATE'S VERSION (NOTE: It's quite lame and this was exactly what happened when we were making our trip to bean's house) :
*Waves out for cab and managed to get one. 4 of us (Bean, Caine, Jerry and me) quickly rushed to ge to the back seat but bean ended up sitting in the front* LOL
Bean: Wha lau! You all damn bad wan. I don't care! You 3 are paying for the fare! Humph!
Caine: Eh... How can like that? You invite us to your house leh. You should pay right?
Bean: So? Not my problem right?!
Caine: Wha piang...
Bean: Nvm. This uncle(cab driver) will sponsor for us. Lol. Right Uncle?
Uncle: Huh? haha....Ya ya.
Jerry: Haha, Sure anot? Uncle, I think we sell this guy to you lar *Points to bean* You can do whatever you want with him bah. Wash your taxi and stuff like that.
Bean: EH! You shaadup! ... I worth more about more than a hundred million dollars you know that? Err... Uncle, your taxi costs how much ah?
Uncle: Err...about.... $85,ooo?
Bean: Wha...You see? You can buy a hundred oleadi!
*Aylwin & Jerry laughin away*
*Jerry suddenly got a phone call from Kah wei... Our sec2 junior and Jerry's churchmate*
Jerry: Hello? Yea... WHAT? Uh-huh....Yeah...
Bean: Eh Jerry! Tell Kah Wei to watch out tomoro!
Caine: Tell him better watch himself tomoro ah!
Jerry: Hey, Bean said you better watch out tomoro. HUH? You not scared ah? You dare us somemore ah?! Wha...
Bean: Bloody hell! Tell him 5 more months man.... 5 more months!
Aylwin: LOL
Jerry: Ooooh....just watch out. 5 more months! Yayayaya...... kk... Byebye!
Bean: Hahaha... I tot at first you talking your "Zha Bor".
Jerry: Hahah... I got more than 2 wives man. One of them appears in today's newspaper!
Bean: Haha...Yeah right.........Oh wait! That ugly one?!
Jerry: No lar! I'll show you. *Takes out Life newspaper and shows me the 2nd page.* Heh...Chio anot? My wife you know! =P
Aylwin: Wha peng...... So-so standerd bah. Hahah.
Bean: How come you dun wanna tell Eng Khye Sir(NCO)got more wives than him huh? He got 3 right?
Caine: Haha...yeah. One of them is Rui En... Damn crappy lar him.
Jerry: Aiya.... I dun want to tell him. Dun want to embarass him lar... Cannot make him lose face. Hahahaha....
*Taxi reaches bean's house*
Bean: Eh! You 3 better pay! I'm not paying!... Uncle, these 3 are paying you. *Gets out of taxi first*
Aylwin, Jerry, Caine: .....
Jerry: Ahh... I'll pay first.... *Passes $5 to taxi driver and gives back change.*
Jerry: You all better pay me back...especially YOU BEAN!
Bean: *Runs Away*....
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OMG.... I'm being more and more lame lor. *Doh!*
Tanki Verdi Mucchi 4 Readi & God Bless! =D
[Lordtootz]-Aylwin =))
Saturday, February 05, 2005
{ 2/05/2005 11:57:00 PM }
Hey all...
Need some lines to insult someone? DON"T TAKE FROM HERE. These are stupid.... *Big sweatdrop* Here goes!:
> All of your girlfriends kiss you with their eyes closed. Considering your face, that's the only way they could!
> It's your life- but I wish you let us have it.
> In the dictionary under the word, "stupid", it says: "See you"
> We know you could not live without us. We'll pay for your funeral.
> We heard that when you ran away from home, your folks sent you a note saying: "Do not comeback and all wil be forgiven."
> Let's play house. You'll be the door & I'll slam you.
> I don't mind that you're talking so long as you don't mind that I'm not listening.
> I wouldn't ask how old you are but I doubt you can count that high.
> When you die, I'll like to go to your funeral but I probably have to work on that day. I believe in business before pleasure.
> Keep talking, I always yawn when I'm interested.
> Who am I calling STUPID? I don't know....What's your name?
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lol.... I'm being so effing lame and crappy! Just don't take these seriously as I'm not against anyone at all...I'm peace..... Enjoy your weekends pple! =))
Tanki Verdi Mucchi 4 Readi % God Bless! =D
[Lordtootz]-Aylw1n =))
