Wednesday, May 25, 2005
{ 5/25/2005 11:31:00 PM }
My most sincerest condolence to Eugene Chng (Who me and my squadmate calls him Beansprout) and for his family.
People takes their living in life for granted sometimes. People lives their life to the fullest. People cherish moments in life no matter how long they live. People fears when they'll die rather than learning to enjoy life.
My squadmate's Grandfather passed away this morning. I never really felt the pain of someone close to you having to leave this earth before. But I can understand his situation and status he's in. It's a real drastic matter.
He's been telling me how his grandfather's health had been acting up. His mom told him that he have to accompany his grandfather's very last moment because they don't know when he'll stop breathing again as he's not been breathing properly. Although I can't remember if its the kidney or lungs that caused this issue but I know that it was at its final stage. The grandfather doesn't want to go to the hospital despite the family's advice/decision. I do not know the reason why but thats not the point here.
Its just that, my squadmate is in those... deep thoughts mood. I just dun know hoe to describe it. But I also know how it feels if something drastically happened all so sudden. *Sigh*... I myself feel like crying. Yes... crying. I said that.. So what I'm a little emotional? But right now, its my squadmate that needs the fullest and greatest of support from his friends.
One of the bad thing that crossed my mind was that..yesterday me, Jerry and caine went to ask him out. We went to his place and had a meeting discussion about the ROD(NPCC) and the position/post when we're taking over the unit. Then we also went out for a while to buy 'things' and ate dinner and head back to his place.
Well... I just dunno what to say anymore or do. We told him that he doesn't have to worry about the ROD stuff first and take care of himself. He also won't be going for the ATC camp with us next week.
*Sigh*
Eugene... If you're reading this, just to let you know that you totally have our 110% support for you. We'll always be to help you out if there's anything you need. Just take care of yourself and I'll be praying for you.
Siging off everyone.
*Sigh*
-Ayl. - [Lordtootz]