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"So I'm not moving."

about me.
Aylwin Gan
23.04.1990.
Ngee Ann Poly
ex ACS(BR)
machonacho.tumblr.com

I'm lame. I love Squash.
Has the love for Running
Shoe-addict
Nachos and Mac&Cheese for life

My Dream.
An ordinary person who hopes that one day he could open a cafe of his own. A well-known cafe where it serves great food, being friendly with everyone and making new friends. But hey, can't a guy dream? hahaha


This is my 2nd dream. I want to earn enough money to help the organisations that are fighting against Aids and HIV in Africa. I'll go on a mission trip to Africa and help the people too and I'll show them that there is at least 1 guy out there among the 6 billion people on the earth that cares for them.

shoutbox.

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Sunday, June 26, 2005 { 6/26/2005 11:23:00 AM }

read this somewhere... and I'm feeling this way right now too...

i think of all my problems.
i think of all my pain.
i think of all my sorrows,
till i can drive myself insane.

i think of all the smiles i've worn,
which hides sorrows underneath.
no one seems to notice,
that i'm going through so much grief.

my tears seem flowing,
inside my tired eyes.
each time i want to tell you,
my words come out as lies

these days i'm feeling distant,
far away and weak.
my sadness pulls me further,
from the happiness i seek.

i've just begun to realize,
that my hopes and dreams are gone,
i'm walking down a dead-end road,
humming a tuneless song.

i'm standing on a rooftop,
although i'm scared of heights,
i'm watching the cars beneath me move,
and somehow this doesn't feel right.

now i think of what i'm doing,
i know that i should find a way,
to beat through my depression,
will i be able to do it someday?

someone...that someone might be there,
to help me make it through,
maybe they or he or she... will listen,
and tell me what to do.

i'm seeing through the darkness,
and i'm starting to trust a few,
i think i'll try to make it,
so i can be there for them...too.

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Its a new start soon for me i figure. Many things have changed... teachers, school, friends and even, life. Wouldn't wanna eleborate much more. Thats me sometimes. *Sigh*. I have a life to carry on cos fate tells me so... i'll figure it out why one day.

Thx for reading everyone. Take care and school's reopening, work hard and achieve high. God Bless!

-Ayl. - [Lordtootz]