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"So I'm not moving."

about me.
Aylwin Gan
23.04.1990.
Ngee Ann Poly
ex ACS(BR)
machonacho.tumblr.com

I'm lame. I love Squash.
Has the love for Running
Shoe-addict
Nachos and Mac&Cheese for life

My Dream.
An ordinary person who hopes that one day he could open a cafe of his own. A well-known cafe where it serves great food, being friendly with everyone and making new friends. But hey, can't a guy dream? hahaha


This is my 2nd dream. I want to earn enough money to help the organisations that are fighting against Aids and HIV in Africa. I'll go on a mission trip to Africa and help the people too and I'll show them that there is at least 1 guy out there among the 6 billion people on the earth that cares for them.

shoutbox.

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Wednesday, September 07, 2005 { 9/07/2005 05:05:00 PM }

I done it again. I did it again. How in the whole world have i done again? I've don't have any bloody single idea. I'm sorry. I'm truely sorry.

I doubt that 'someone' will pop-by into this blog and read what i wrote. But i dunno. what i want to say to that 'someone' is: I'm deeply, sincerely sorry. I've irritated you bad enough. if that one single word is not enough, tell me what to do. jumping off the damn 98th storey building...just say it. being trampled to death by elephants...just say it. as long it convinces you.

Sigh.

I really dunno. I pray for you every single day. Asking you that you'll be blessed. Wishing you, your friends and your family great health.

It doesnt matter. I'm a fellow who make things worse. Sigh. i also find myself to be a useless friend.

But thats it. I doubt my truth towards you won't affect you one bit. Even if one bit does, you wont give a damn. Cos im seriously going to end it for me... and wait for the results.

Shoutouts:
-'someone': Please. Please. On my knees on the solid rocky ground. Don't do this to yourself. You still have your family, relatives, the true friends around you. i know its been really hard on you. i know its difficult having to go through all the nonsense of gossips and jeers and such. BUT. I have faith and trust in you. I even think most of your friends have it in you. DONT GIVE UP. GIVING UP is not the solution to the problem. God helps those who help themselves. And I'm sure you did help yourself. But if you dont think so? then carry on. God knows when to help. If you have no faith or hope in us or anyone... at least have in the mighty Lord. I dont want you being like this. You'll know when your friends are the true ones when they stand by with you during the times like these. And these friends can be counted on and be trusted. Show them that YOU can do better than them. Prove them wrong. If they still think you're a bitch or slut... tell them to screw off. You dont need pple like this to get into your way of life. Look towards your goal and you defintely can achieve it. Life is hard. Everyone have to go through it. Life isnt that easy. I'm in Normal Academic. I have fuckers and assholes in my class. People tend to look down on N(A) peeps. I partially understand what you're going through. Like i said. Life isnt easy. So PLEASE...

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i'm feeling agitated already.aurgh.
-ayl.