Monday, September 26, 2005
{ 9/26/2005 12:13:00 AM }
Sometimes I wonder, do you ever dream of the perfect place, filled with perfect people you want to meet, the perfect environment and of course, the perfect life. Thats Paradise.
You people should listen to this song: I've Never Been To Me
A really sweet and beautiful song. It gives you the warm and heartful feeling after listening to it. Do give it a shot.
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7 Days from now, its the starting of E.O.Y exams. And I'm still thinking over things. I just need...motivation and inspiration. But I just can't find it. Its missing but its no where to be found. Again.-------------
A burden. An irritator. An annoy-er. A bastard. Are these what am I to you? If I am, please tell me. Let me know so that I won't come screw your life. Because, all I only wished now is you have happiness and not sadness. Please, tell me what am I towards you. I've been thinking too much already. I'm afraid of being the person who screw your life up and I didn't realised that. I'm afraid of getting more and more...agitated. Over small things.
I'm supposed to warn you of someone but maybe, you know what kind of fellow that guy is but you don't mind for who he is. I also have a feeling you're interested in him which I'm anxious about. But that would be better for me. I'll just feel better and much more relaxed. I'm pessimistic thats why. But still, I don't know if I still should warn you.
In the end, I'm truely sorry.
Shoutouts:
Jerry: YOU'VE RECOVERED! Thats great! Haha
Hey bro, don't give up alright? If you really wanna give up, make sure you think throughoutly because, you'll really tend to have regrets later on. Very painful regrets. So don't give up and show her that you're the person that really cares for her and you're really interested in her.
However, here's my greatest advice: Be sincere to whatever you do for her. Thats the key point. Being sincere. (:
So anyway, make sure you're fully recovered so that I can treat you to a packet of twisties. Hahaha. God bless you man.
Bean:Hey man, you got motivation to study and I don't. How pathetic is that? Super pathetic right? Hahaha. Study hard alright? Don't go CS-ing all day.
After the exams, you go do your thing and then we shall PARRRTTTY!! Hahaha. On? Lol.
Brother-Celine: Hey, it was kind of shocking that you suddenly fell sick at a time like this. Make sure you have lots and lots of rest. Like what one of my good friend always advised me, drink lots and lots of water. And it really helps. Exams are really so get well soon alright? Take care! (: