Aylwin Gan
23.04.1990.
Ngee Ann Poly
ex ACS(BR)
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I'm lame. I love Squash.
Has the love for Running
Shoe-addict
Nachos and Mac&Cheese for life

An ordinary person who hopes that one day he could open a cafe of his own. A well-known cafe where it serves great food, being friendly with everyone and making new friends. But hey, can't a guy dream? hahaha


This is my 2nd dream. I want to earn enough money to help the organisations that are fighting against Aids and HIV in Africa. I'll go on a mission trip to Africa and help the people too and I'll show them that there is at least 1 guy out there among the 6 billion people on the earth that cares for them.


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Saturday, September 03, 2005 { 9/03/2005 06:44:00 PM }

A Super Big, Lame, Gigantic, SEXY, Cute, Sweet Message To Jerry Tan-Mouse:

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY!

Stay Sexy and Cool, Mouse. Hahaha =))

-It's been already 1 year and it passed really fast. Jerry's birthday was the first we celebrated from our squad. Now its already the 2nd time. Hahaha. Time runs really fast when you dunno it.

After celebrating Jerry's birthday, I was needed to go down from lavender all the way to Takashimaya. Sigh. Why arh? Classmates of mine forced me to come down for a dinner with our ex-teacher, Joy Low. She's leaving for UK soon so we gotta like... meet up with her and such. (You know the explaination lar).

At first we chose to eat at Seoul Garden. But soon, they changed. They told me they rather go Fish & Co. I did hesitate when I heard that restaurant. But heck, for the sake of the classmates. So we walked to Wheelock. On the way, we talked and chat.

As we reached, line was kinda long but soon got a sit for all 6 of us. 4 guys later got all crazy about asking the teacher for alcohol cocktail. *Pause*. I was not one of them. Wasn't in the mood to drink anyway.

Everyone orders New York Fish and Chips while I chose Best Fish & Chips? Abit contradictive. After dinner, we decided to pay for her... but things went screwed up. Then, we walked to Cine to either watch movie or play arcade. On the way there, we took abit of pics together. Especiall with one retro dude with super funky hair.

At cine, we were undecisive to either watch a movie (The Maid) or play at arcade. I didn't want the movie because I'm already walking home ALONE and it was the last day of the Ghost Festival. Chances are high of me meeting or seeing flooding figures flooding around and probably lost their way to get to the gates of hell. So we chose Arcade but i dunno why.

Arcade was super fun. We played daytona the 1st thing. We got thrashed by Joy low. AURGH. Super malu. Tons of people were watching us. Next, I challenged my friend to time-crisis 2. We shall see who lasts the longest. That one dun need to say.

Next, was Daytona USA then. Keith was the super king. He trashed us 6-7 times in a row. Except Joy Low lar. The Keith went like: 'No more daytona! No more Daytona! PLS!' . haha. I was determine to really beat him but I lost all the time. Then it was 11pm already. Time to go home. walking alone. Oh well. I had fun, we had fun, she too had fun. =))

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I'm trying. I'm trying so hard to stop it. But everyday I still do the same just for that...'someone'. But I've decided... I'm giving it up. More than half a year but I dont bother. I feel its pointless. Everyday, I seemed to 4get it but at night..before I sleep... I began to think about it again. It just won't end.. The obvious result stands right in front of my eyes. So I'm going to end it...and wait.

Sigh. I guess I chose to be right rather than to be happy. Maybe.
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Shoutouts:

Jerry: Hope you had fun at Sakae Sushi eh? hahaha. Happy birthday man. Together, we shall be brothers for a long time! God Bless you!

Bean: you're going off to Sydney on Monday midnight. I doubt you will get anything for your brother lar. Rather get for your 'bao-bei'. Basket. hahaha. but do take care yeah?

Caine/Poosiang: Thx for teaching me how to play bridge man. Now I know why its really fun.

Joy Low: Mdm... glad to hear that you enjoyed urself too! hahaah. but i didnt because i got trashed by a GIRL. in cine somemore. I lost alot of face already. One day I will get back all my dignity. I lost enough shame in one day. Hahahah. God bless you!

'Someone': What i can say is... You don't even notice the reasons of my actions towards. But I understand. Heh. ayl is used to this kinda situation. Sigh. But yeah, I hope you take care of yourself. =)) God bless you.