Aylwin Gan
23.04.1990.
Ngee Ann Poly
ex ACS(BR)
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I'm lame. I love Squash.
Has the love for Running
Shoe-addict
Nachos and Mac&Cheese for life

An ordinary person who hopes that one day he could open a cafe of his own. A well-known cafe where it serves great food, being friendly with everyone and making new friends. But hey, can't a guy dream? hahaha


This is my 2nd dream. I want to earn enough money to help the organisations that are fighting against Aids and HIV in Africa. I'll go on a mission trip to Africa and help the people too and I'll show them that there is at least 1 guy out there among the 6 billion people on the earth that cares for them.


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Monday, October 31, 2005 { 10/31/2005 10:55:00 PM }

I tot i add this post as a motivation

Beanie: OIE...STUPID WUSS. TAKE CARE OF YOUR HAND. I KNOW YOU WANNA SHOW ME THAT YOU WHACK MORE THAN ME, YOU CAN TAKE IT. BUT DONT ACT HERO CAN? SIGH. Never mind. at least we suffered together the same injury. just dun you dare back out of the training. i'll whack the hek outta you. (:

GAY MOUSE: I think wat u said made sense. if we quit, who can lead the campcraft team to the competition? So yeah...i guess thats one reason we will carry on with the training. However, DON'T GIVE UP HOPE. IM SURE DAINNE WILL BE PROUD OF YOU. (: all the way mousie!

CAI-NE: HEY HEY HEY. YOU ALSO ANOTHER ONE. ACT HERO MAN. 8 BLISTERS. HOW THE FUK YOU GET SO MANY? WHACK WITH 2 HANDS LAR. THEN IT WONT BE SO JIA LAT. BUT still, you did quite good. We will endure the damn training together alright? show them who are bosses. We can do it! Wooo...


yes. i gone mad. but because of these guys, i'll still go on. we'll 'ta han' it. we shall get in to the finals man. We can do it. (:

and yes, we have to study too. O levels are coming. mine is later. =P but still.... lets study to death. ((: see you guys tmr.

'aylwin- im retiring to my neglected comfy bed.

{ 10/31/2005 08:41:00 PM }


camp craft competiton training was SIONG. and i have trouble typing this post at the moment... my hands hurtsss. knn.

one crazy task was... when the sec1s and 2s are to peg 10 pegs, the sec3s hav to do 15 pegs. nb. it was super siong...really buay ta han. when whacking the damn thing in, i kept screaming thinking that the pegs are the head of the people i hate. wha... really really...cannot take it.

after training, me bean caine n mouse went to wash up alittle. then headed down to far east for dinner. we all ate a hell lot. long john silvers. combo 1 upsized, clam chowder, chocolate cream pie. it was shiok but all of us still have trouble eating. our hands were freakin painful. sigh. then bean sent me bac home.

so... 4 more bloody, painful, lethagic, damnit months.

nb.

-im goin to sleep liao. dead shagged and tired. yawn.....
'aylwin-

Sunday, October 30, 2005 { 10/30/2005 07:03:00 PM }

I have a really weird but different hairstyle right now.

Just cut it today. I think my teacher officer is going to murder me. I think i look kind of beng-beng sia. Aurgh. Jia lat... I think i really look abit of ah beng. sheet. but at least its something different. only my fringe is super short!!!!

Soya bean milk will now always be consumed with most meals. It better make my hair faster... Sigh.

Tmr's campcraft team selection. Hope i can maybe make it in but i have my doubts.
wish me luck.... i guess.

'aylwin-

Saturday, October 29, 2005 { 10/29/2005 06:59:00 PM }

I lost a pool match against Beansprout.
I lost a pool match against Jerry Gay Mouse.
I lost a pool match against CAINE.

I lost totally...to all 3 of them.

I was not concentrating. Even I was on a tyco-role, i still lost badly. Sigh.

Today, we all had a sort of a good talk. Of what i intend to do next, what should be my last step and all. Sigh.

On the way home, bean and I had sort of a nice talk. We discussed some things too. A real good brother i can confide to for anything. ((:

Thats all. Thanks for reading and god bless you.
'aylwin-

Thursday, October 27, 2005 { 10/27/2005 10:02:00 PM }

New look. New layout.

It sucks. I know. The 'aylwin says: have a nice day' picture...that one is put as a temporary subsitute.

Today we got back our report book. This year, I'm really happy with my results. Although its not exactly fantastic, I'm still really very happy with it. =)

Many thanks to:
Jerry
Caine
Beansprout
Poosiang?
Don
Keith
you.

Thanks for the great motivation to helping me to study during the exam period. God bless you (:

After school, went to play pool at bean's house. I wasn't focusing at all and I was kinda of super shagged. So I went to sleep for a short while. If i recall correctly, i think i had a dream during that nap. Heck... sigh.

Tomorrow is the lst day of school. 1030 in the morning is the dismissal time. But what the hell am i to do later on? slack? sleep? stone? Sian. Beansprout pang seh us so yeah. Sigh...

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I saw my eye candy yesterday at potong pasir mcds again! Yay! But now... I have another eye candy. She's a cashier at my school popular bookstore. I think she's quite young. Should be within our generation if i'm not wrong. oh well. but yeah...she's really one. (: hahaha

'aylwin-

Tuesday, October 25, 2005 { 10/25/2005 08:10:00 PM }

I'M BURNED AGAIN! KNN

*sigh*

but at least kayaking was very shiok. ((:

I only:

• banged my poor leg to kayak while bringing it down so it hurts like hell.
• ate sand
• got burned, i think
• got a cut on my finger
• capsized countless times
• ate more sand.
• caught in the super scary thunderstorm in the afternoon.

still...it was shiok.

Only the fact is.. I'M NOT GOING TO INVITE POO SIANG TO GO KAYAKING ANYMORE. NNB.

thanks for reading and god bless you.

'aylwin- - [Lordtootz]

Sunday, October 23, 2005 { 10/23/2005 09:52:00 PM }

Results were fine.. Passed: 5 ; Failed: 2.

Haiz. The Camp was fine, only the fact that being an NCO is really more tiring than being a cadet actually. All the planning, the proposals, the time management... Really very tiring.

In this camp, it was the first time I ever knocked out in a record of less than 2mins. On the 1st night, I slept for 5 hours. The 2nd night, I slept less than 4 hours. Right now actually, even after 3 hours more rest at home... I'm feeling really exhausted. Not to mention the past 2 nights were super cold.

Looking forward to tuesday to Kayaking. Time to get burnt again. ((:

Shoutouts:

Jerry: Stupid gay mouse... Shout shout shout at the cadets until voice die already. See lar... But whacking and screwing the cadets super fun right? (: Good job anyway.

Bean: Yes lar, you also another one. Like to screw the cadets upside down. Also good work to coordinating the camp. (: And don't forget, we're supposed to get burned together on tuesday...

Caine: You bloody saddist. Haha.. =P

Fergus: Damn you man. You're another gay. You said: 'Give me some skin!!' to me.. W-T-F. and you totally gayed me in front of some many people at the stretcher bed! Basket. Watch out...

'Aylwin- -[Lordtootz] -> Zzzzzzz~

Friday, October 21, 2005 { 10/21/2005 01:55:00 AM }

Off to camp. I'm gonna get screwed, my brothers are going to get screwed... All of us are getting screwed by the Teacher officers. Great...

Anyone can keep me company during the friday and saturday night? Besides the stars though...

Sigh-

'aylwin- - [Lordtootz]

Wednesday, October 19, 2005 { 10/19/2005 06:30:00 PM }

As I speak... Jerry is on a date with Dianne right now. One on one. Hahaha. Jia yo, Jerry! Go-go-go.

Exactly at this point of time, I just had a time-check. The movie should have just ended and he could either be eating dinner with her or sending her home already.

Awwwww~

Make your brothers proud, Jerry. ((:

'aylwin- - [Lordtootz] :: i'm sad for myself but really proud of Jerry now :)

Friday, October 14, 2005 { 10/14/2005 09:39:00 PM }

POOL; I really itching for more now. Beaten Jerry and Bean at pool today. Just that, the table creates static electricity so I screw up a few shots. Haha. I wanted to play more.. but 1-hour time was up. $7.20 not cheap even after student price discount.

Anyhow... I'm getting worried about exam results. I don't think I did good.

I think don't need say good or not, as long I pass can already. 60% from Eoy exams. Super high...Haiz. Over already lar, nothing I can really do.

Been wanting to quote this for a long time:
'LETS PAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRTTTTTTTTTTYYYYYY!!!' ((:

Those still having exams; jia yo!

ipod nano; i want it badly and so i can also make our promise-

God bless
-Aylwin - [Lordtootz]

Tuesday, October 11, 2005 { 10/11/2005 09:55:00 PM }


I finally have some free time to update something in this blog.

Saturday, October 08, 2005 { 10/08/2005 12:30:00 AM }

I need a gun. To blast my mind off.


geog paper was fine.-


really.. no one doesn't have a gun?

[aylwin]-[lordtootz] _ screw it.

Thursday, October 06, 2005 { 10/06/2005 08:11:00 PM }

That 'Green-Uniform-Girl.'! She's an eye candy to me! I saw her at Potong Pasir Mcds. Aurgh... too bad she don't know me and I don't know her. What a waste... A real eye candy to me. She's the first too...


*eye candy and despo is different. I just find her to be an eye candy to me but I don't want her. Thats my point. So don't get the wrong idea. UNDERSTAND OR NOT JERRY.
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Jerry: Don't feel down okay? I also felt bad just now. I didn't expect her to be like this. But don't give up hope, don't feel she won't like you. There's a chance. So don't give up. We'll help you and support you all the way. (: Anyway, thanks for lending me the Geog book. Sorry to cause you trouble. And haha, I miss my eye candy! Lol. (I'm joking I'm joking!)

[aylwin.] - [Lordtootz] - Strong fetish for Ice lemon tea, Ice peach tea AND STARBUCKS CAFFINE.

Wednesday, October 05, 2005 { 10/05/2005 08:42:00 PM }

flashbacks;

it came back to me again and again. how screwed can this be. everything starts to be 2nd thoughts about what i had decided to do. why? can someone out there inspire me with something? i'm getting annoyed. troubled once again. damnit. truly damn-it. i'm really holding on for a long time not to break down but how long can that last? i seriously don't want to break down... because of this issue. because of, flashbacks;.

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Chemistry and POA papers today. At least better than yesterday. I didn't expect it to be such a killer like I thought it would. Still, I have a big hunch I ain't scoring very high.
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' Believe that life is worth living and your belief will help create the fact '

can I...?

aylwin. (In the need of Starbucks Caffine..)

Tuesday, October 04, 2005 { 10/04/2005 08:28:00 PM }

Be warned. This post is going to be super vuglar.

Today was Maths and SS paper.

Maths? That Fker John Wu... pure bastard. I'm fking pissed to what he done to us. He claimed that if we had been listening and doing his work, the questions in his paper will be no stranger to us. Well? FK HIM. He said it will be N-Level standard and me and my classmate had been mugging like siao in Starbucks Coffee for 5hrs+ with the T.y.s N-level maths book. Well? FK HIM. He says that the formula for volume and such will be inside the paper so we do not need to worry. Well? FK HIM AGAIN.- The only formula I ever see is my own written formula on the bloody piece of exam paper.

That Fking asshole is a bitch. A bloody liar. I trusted him and he give me back this kind of fking nonsense.. A true, pure fking backstabber bastard.
So much for mugging till 3 am in the morning.
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I'm praying I'll be able to pass somehow.
SS paper- I wrote a hell lot of rubbish. Especially on the source based question. I spent 1hr+ on it, leaving about 15mins for Structured Essay. Screw it. I hope for a pass after writing so much details. Hand went cramped up ten thousand times.
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Sigh.. Tomorrow's the most killer. Chemistry and Poa paper. Everything needs to be remembered. Alright, I go study now.. till 2 in the morning this time. All the best everyone. God Bless.


[aylwin.] - [Lordtootz] -> wants more Starbucks caffine..but a nice cup of caffine-kind of drink would be nice. (:

Monday, October 03, 2005 { 10/03/2005 07:08:00 PM }

2 pieces of paper down, 15 more of them to go.


I'm taking a short break after nearly 5hrs of studying non-stop so I come here and blog some updates.

Today english paper was stupid. Compo, I wrote about my sister whom I admired and touched my life. The Compre paper 2, ...

Aurgh. Lets burn the school down already lar. Its really damn ass.

After english paper, 2-3 cups of caffine from Starbucks. It tasted really good. Now I'm like super awake now. Alright, tomrrow its about maths and SS. (HOW STUPID CAN IT GET?)

-- after exams. after your exams. i'll find the courage.'

[aylwin.] - [Lordtootz]

Sunday, October 02, 2005 { 10/02/2005 06:32:00 PM }

13 hours time.

And yet, many things are going through my head about what everything is happening. School, friends, family, exams, you. I've been nearly breaking down; because I thought too much. So I'm an emotional weakling. Sigh.

Time to prepare for; 2 weeks of endlessly last min studying and exams.

Saturday, October 01, 2005 { 10/01/2005 11:03:00 PM }


The school's being more F-Up.
They want to open a Normal(Technical) / N(T) Class. And once you're in there, no way of getting back into Normal(Academic) / N(A) Class and more or less, a one way ticket to ITE.

How F-Up is that? Express classes are also getting worried but why scared? I'm like.. a step closer to that class then all of them. In fact, teachers had already choosen a few names to be transferred there. And I really pray hard I'm not one of them. But if they happen to put me there, I'm dropping out. Its plain stupid...utterly plain stupid.

Sigh. I'm not really motivated to study anymore.. screw it.
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Shoutouts:

Jerry: You're moving fast. Really fast. But don't give up ok? I'll support you. Hope that all those jioing to Dainne will come to a good ending. =)

Audrey: Can't wait for Japan huh? Haha. Well, nice talking to you again. But yeah, all the best for your exams on 17th October. God Bless you always. ((:

Bean: Get well soon. And please stop taking blood tests? You won't have dengue fever! You told me before that your blood very royal or something like that...now you're wasting so much. But you said you hope to get dengue fever to skip the E.O.Y exams right? ...

Celine: Brother Celine! Heyyyy... hope that you've been feeling better. Hope things are fine too. But whatever it is, your Sister Aylwin will be there for you. =)

To many of you guys out there: ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR EXAMS. =))

'I can jolly well say good bye to my Junior Collage Dream.'

[-aylwin.] - [Lordtootz]