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"So I'm not moving."

about me.
Aylwin Gan
23.04.1990.
Ngee Ann Poly
ex ACS(BR)
machonacho.tumblr.com

I'm lame. I love Squash.
Has the love for Running
Shoe-addict
Nachos and Mac&Cheese for life

My Dream.
An ordinary person who hopes that one day he could open a cafe of his own. A well-known cafe where it serves great food, being friendly with everyone and making new friends. But hey, can't a guy dream? hahaha


This is my 2nd dream. I want to earn enough money to help the organisations that are fighting against Aids and HIV in Africa. I'll go on a mission trip to Africa and help the people too and I'll show them that there is at least 1 guy out there among the 6 billion people on the earth that cares for them.

shoutbox.

links and credits .
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Sunday, February 26, 2006 { 2/26/2006 05:13:00 PM }

Saturday was kind of fun.

In the morning, headed to PA with Caine, Jerry and Eugene. Wanted to see CC comp girl's category to boost our confidence. But obviously it didn't work out the way we expected it.

Then we went to HDB Hub for breakfast at Mcds. Jerry went home after that and the 3 of us we went to Eugene's house for relaxation. Played pool and did other stuff to kill time.
Later, I left to town for a while then met up with them again at Potong Pasir and Jerry joined us this time. Jerry's dad gave him $50 to treat us to dinner. Like...how cool right?! Hahaha

Then decided to have the nice Prawn Noodles nearby. Me and caine ate 2 bowls. 1 bowl of pork ribs noodle and 1 bowl of small prawn. Hahaha. After dinner, went to 7-11 and bought a drink. Caine was damn ass. Lol. He bought the 'magic-trick' thingy from the 7-11. He bought the itching powder. Damnit.

He wanted to experiment and he was going around and rubbing unto the 3 of us. Sheet man. It doesn't itch much but it freakin stings. DANG.

The people drank again and i drank nothing as usual. Then, went back home. All were dead tired.

And that was end of the day ((:

-aylwin.

Wednesday, February 22, 2006 { 2/22/2006 09:26:00 PM }

imagine...
just a few minutes away
you're close to being what you've always wanted to be..
you're close to your dream...
your goal...
the one you have been working so hard towards it and looking forward for 3 years...
......
but everything just had its turn of events...
and soon enough, everything you wanted to be and wanted for... disappears in front of you like that.
you tell me...
can you imagine how much pain it stabs right into your soul and heart?
don't tell me to forget it.
its harder to chew on this outcome rather than trying to swallow.
why is life so unfair?
REALLY?
WHY
crap it. life is damn sucky


Shoutouts:

Huiyi: Heyy...thanks alot for listening to my problem over the phone. Really felt better talking to you and all. But sorry having to make you listen alot of my boring rubbish. Still, thanks for everything. God bless you. (:

Caine & Jerry: Dudes, i 100% knew how you felt when you were not given the posts as PC and CC. I saw your faces. You saw my face too. I was not able to do colour party. You should know that i wanted to do it for a long time already. But it was taken away...just like that. But guys, i know it really really sucks, but its a no choice thing. Life is unfair most of the time. Caine, i saw you cried. You cried your heart all. I also cried my heart out. I was holding my tears during the whole of the parade until Mr low talked to me. So dude, hang in there arh. Sometimes people just dont appreciate us and just dont see it. God bless you peeps.

Eugene: YOU SEE LA! play play play....then turn out like this. Take care man. (:


absurd expecations;
nonsensical trash;-


-aylwin.

Saturday, February 18, 2006 { 2/18/2006 11:49:00 PM }

Inter-unit Campcraft Compeitition 2006

152 teams.

10mins only to pitch and do everything.

10mins only

flag staff

gadet

shelter.

9 people per team.

...

crapped up.

i dont know whether we can make it to top 10. We all really want to... but what are the chances? We're praying very hard already. Results only out in 2 weeks time.

I want to cry but I dont think thats needed. Regretting now is really no point. Now its time catch up on work and all.


Thanks to Jerry
Thanks to Eugene
Thanks to Caine
Thanks to Huiyi
Thanks to Qin Zhen
Thanks to Ivan Chan
Thanks to Dianne
Thanks to the Cadet Inspectors
Thanks to the ACNP Old boys Cadets
Thanks to the ACNP supporting team of NCOS & cadets.
Thanks to the other people who also supported and wished us good luck for the compeitition.

Thanks for the great support, the encouragement, the luck and the wisdom of words. Thank you all.

SIGH


And as promised to someone...
Went out to Jerry's place to drink but water was only there for me. Ice mountain. No achohol. (:


I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.


-aylwin.

Friday, February 17, 2006 { 2/17/2006 09:49:00 PM }

CC TEAM 2006.

We will make it.
We'll make it good.
ALL THE BEST.

MAY GOD BE WITH US, DO THE SCHOOL PROUD, AND BRING A TROPHY HOME.

ACNP
WHOOSH
BOOST
SUA!!!

nights (:

god bless everyone.
-aylwin.

Tuesday, February 14, 2006 { 2/14/2006 10:50:00 PM }

happy valentines day!

whee!

it was fun being ke-siaoing and going around shaking everyones' hands and wishing them 'happy valentines day'. Hahaha!

and my throat is kinda bad but i'm still drinking soft drinks and eating fried stuff. Not surprised if i lost my voice by sat.

SHUCKS MAN.
VALENTINES DAY? BAH. Lol

I'm off now.


ACNP CC Team 2006
-> may the force be with us


-aylwin.

Sunday, February 12, 2006 { 2/12/2006 09:47:00 PM }

how i wonder... how it would feels like

if you have the person that you like or love or your significant other, next to you. Sitting down on the beach near the sea, with the refreshing and cooling breeze blowing your hair. Its a dark but yet, sweet night. You could see all the billion beautiful stars. And you and your significant other are embracing with each other...keeping each other warm, your head on her/his shoulder and your head on his/hers... and you're treasuring that totally sweet moment...

gosh. it would be a totally nice and sweet moment of your life...

I would love it and I'll remember it forever sweetly.

or how about this...

You and your significant other, are in the city on a weekend night. You go to one spot, but preferred on the top of a building. You glance at the city lights...'beautiful', you whispered to yourself. Embracing with each other too... smiling and feeling the warm love. Treasuring that moment too...

Wow. Everything will be great...

But oh well.... I'll never get the chance to do so. Its all nothing but a dream.

and yeah, i'm feeling a little love sick thats why. Thats why i'm typing these nonsense.

Bye all!
I got training again and my throat's really kinda pain. Hmm...

-aylwin.

Wednesday, February 08, 2006 { 2/08/2006 09:00:00 PM }

SUEY

MY HANDS BLED

BLISTERS ARE BECOMING WEIRDER AND WEIRDER

TRAINED LIKE A MAD TOOT TODAY

SCHOOLWORK / HOMEWORK IS SUPER PILED UP TODAY.

TESTS TOMORROW.

SIGH.

bye everyone. im off to my death bed now.
-aylwin.

Monday, February 06, 2006 { 2/06/2006 09:16:00 PM }

'HEYY'
'TOP 10 LE MAH?'
'BU RAN...'
'JOIN ACNP!'
*Ba-Dam Ba Ba Baa*
'I'M LOVIN' IT!'


HAHAHAHAHA!!!!

created by us again.
How random and retarded is this???!!!
LOL.
But we're lovin it man. (:

Training was decent. Confidence is building up.
With faith in God and in ourself, we'll strive hard to get top 10. (:

-aylwin.

Sunday, February 05, 2006 { 2/05/2006 10:49:00 PM }

i just suddenly have to blog this down.

well, im not exactly happy or not exactly sad too. but i just wanna express my feelings over something before i go off to sleep.

-

over the past few years and months. I thought about it...

I believe that people actually look down on the Normal (Academic) students. They totally find we have no hope in life but only in the ITE. Seriously, I sense it here and there. In school, outside, people around me. They think that the N(A) peeps are just plain stupid people...stupid people that cannot learn but only loves playing and playing. Stupid people that cannot learn to learn things. Stupid people who are probably the worst scums of the earth.

Some people in my class. Some are really willing to learn, some changed, some still have not waken up their damn freakin idea. Some wants to be funny with the teachers. I dont get it. Is it because of these ass-****s, the N(A) peeps are dumb and brainless human beings?

This sucks
Really...

Doesnt matter. I'm working hard.. I really really want to work hard. I want to make it into a good JC. Even if i cant make it to any JC, I'll aim for a good poly.
I really want to lead a proper life.

I sound super crappy but well, thats me.
----


I'm grateful to those people and my true friends that really motivate and guilde me to work hard.
Thnks. God bless you people.


-aylwin.

Saturday, February 04, 2006 { 2/04/2006 09:43:00 PM }

its been a long time since i did something like this...
but credits to audrey han bcos i ripped this off from her blog :)


10 REALLY RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME
1. i'm aylwin
2. i'm mr gan~
3. i'm crazy
4. i have the 3 greatest brothers ((:
5. i can get high anytime
6. i love to eat but i can't eat super alot
7. i'm having diffculties typing this because i have 2 hands full of soon-to-be blisters
8. i feel so unwanted.
9. i have to go through hell training tml.
10. i love eating yu-shang!

9 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART
1. a kind heart
2. sense of humor
3. accept me of who i am and allowing me to do the same towards her
4. just love me the way i love her
5. click-well
6. the family loving type
7. accept my friends
8. sincere
9. i don't want to ask for more

8 THINGS I CARRY/WEAR EVERYDAY
1. books
2. keys
3. handphone
4. wallet
5. iPod nano
6. watch
7. bag
8. a deck of cards

7 THINGS THAT ANNOY ME
1. disrespectful people
2. pushing my anger's limit
3. people acting cute when they know they're not cute at all.
4. backstabbers
5. slackers
6. bad hair / haircut day
7. losing / misplacing my things

6 PLACES I'VE VISITED OR INTEND TO

1. Hong Kong (Visited)
2. Japan (Visited)
3. Tokyo (Visited)
4. Thailand (Visited)
5. Anywhere in Europe like Paris & London! :) (Intended)
6. Peaceful and carefree countries like New Zealand or Canada.

5 THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
1. eat all my favourite food
2. talk to my friends who were there for me, for the last time.
3. talk to my family
4. spending the last moment with my brothers. Drink with them, crap with them, play with them, be there. (:
5. be with you for the last time.

4 THINGS I'M AFRAID OF
1. losing my loved ones
2. injections
3. bad cuts and injuries
4. failing and losing in everything

3 THINGS I DO EVERYDAY
1. talk
2. eat (a lot)
3. sleep

2 THINGS I'M TRYING NOT TO DO NOW
1. giving up
2. going into frenzy mode

1 PERSON I WANT TO SEE NOW
1. my brothers & her. Sigh..

--


memories are memories,
they have no power.


(:
-aylwin.