Wednesday, February 22, 2006
{ 2/22/2006 09:26:00 PM }
imagine...
just a few minutes away
you're close to being what you've always wanted to be..
you're close to your dream...
your goal...
the one you have been working so hard towards it and looking forward for 3 years...
......
but everything just had its turn of events...
and soon enough, everything you wanted to be and wanted for... disappears in front of you like that.
you tell me...
can you imagine how much pain it stabs right into your soul and heart?
don't tell me to forget it.
its harder to chew on this outcome rather than trying to swallow.
why is life so unfair?
REALLY?
WHY
crap it. life is damn sucky
Shoutouts:Huiyi: Heyy...thanks alot for listening to my problem over the phone. Really felt better talking to you and all. But sorry having to make you listen alot of my boring rubbish. Still, thanks for everything. God bless you. (:Caine & Jerry: Dudes, i 100% knew how you felt when you were not given the posts as PC and CC. I saw your faces. You saw my face too. I was not able to do colour party. You should know that i wanted to do it for a long time already. But it was taken away...just like that. But guys, i know it really really sucks, but its a no choice thing. Life is unfair most of the time. Caine, i saw you cried. You cried your heart all. I also cried my heart out. I was holding my tears during the whole of the parade until Mr low talked to me. So dude, hang in there arh. Sometimes people just dont appreciate us and just dont see it. God bless you peeps.Eugene: YOU SEE LA! play play play....then turn out like this. Take care man. (:absurd expecations;nonsensical trash;--aylwin.