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"So I'm not moving."

about me.
Aylwin Gan
23.04.1990.
Ngee Ann Poly
ex ACS(BR)
machonacho.tumblr.com

I'm lame. I love Squash.
Has the love for Running
Shoe-addict
Nachos and Mac&Cheese for life

My Dream.
An ordinary person who hopes that one day he could open a cafe of his own. A well-known cafe where it serves great food, being friendly with everyone and making new friends. But hey, can't a guy dream? hahaha


This is my 2nd dream. I want to earn enough money to help the organisations that are fighting against Aids and HIV in Africa. I'll go on a mission trip to Africa and help the people too and I'll show them that there is at least 1 guy out there among the 6 billion people on the earth that cares for them.

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Saturday, April 08, 2006 { 4/08/2006 12:32:00 AM }

to audrey:

Aud, I hope you're reading this but I doubt you're are. Anyway, I still hope you will get to see this post because it have still be going on in my head.

Well, since 30 March 2006... you told me that who else said those 'EXACT' words. I asked what exact words were you referring to... but you replied with a 'its okay... you can continue to be this way'. Dang... that was really painful. Because I don't what was going on and why did you suddenly questioned me that... I was totally lost.
Then I asked you again on Sunday... What were the EXACT words. I was really lost...blank...nothing...blur...guilty of something i don't know what i did.

I tried finding out everywhere....about what you were referring to. I asked you again, I really try pleading to know what was something that made you super unhappy. And yet again, you stabbed me with cold words.

'do i look as if i give a damn?'
Then i tried asking again and your reply was:

'yes i seriously wanna know who else.. that someone must be my clone or sth. i shall repeat myself for the one last time. "i dont give a damn, do i?" '

Sigh... I felt super guilty of something I dont even knew what have i done. At least, please.... let me apologise to you if i have offended you. Please, I don't want a friendship just go booming because of this issue.
You said you don't give a damn...but I jolly well do give a big damn. This matter is still ringing in my head. Eugene, Caine and Jerry knows I'm still stressed about this matter. They see it themselves.

Aud...please... I really wanna apologise to you. I dont want you to be mad or unhappy wtih me about this. Sigh...

Please...

please.


-i still find myself really useless...
great... well done ayl. well done.


-aylwin.