And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street

Monday, May 29, 2006 { 5/29/2006 10:22:00 PM }

I was selected to stay at Oldham Hall / school hostel of my school for 5 months for a scholarship thing. From the beginning of Term 3 till the last day of 'N' levels paper. Dang. Should I go? Although its free and all but I'm gonna miss some things. Like less hanging out with my brothers... lesser time to myself for fun... lesser time for most things.

Although staying there is kinda fun. Meeting new people and chicks (like what my other selected classmates said) but thats not my point to wanting to stay there. I mean... I DONT OWN A LAPTOP. NO TV TOO. How to live? Maybe after holidays, its time to cheong for N levels already especially after getting back our lousy and disgusting results.

So should I stayyyyyyyyyyyyyy?! :( Sigh

And I found whats my new aim for this year. (:

I'll work hard. I'll study hard. I'll do my best.

I must try to be the Top N-levels boy. (:

damn. I'm dreaming again...

-

I suddenly need to SHOP! At where? TOPSHOP! (: Wait till I get some cash and get some serious shopping down. HEH. I need at least $100 to start off. Well... SOON. (:

So baby you're the one
please say you're happy

Sunday, May 28, 2006 { 5/28/2006 09:43:00 PM }

I just remembered that the lessons learnt during the study camp/chalet. Things like why am I selected for this camp. Why we have this camp. What lessons am I to get after leaving the camp. And the list goes on.

I was needed to know what would I want to be. What is my aim. My ambition. My objective. And everything goes down to the road of my future. Is not about going past the GCE 'N' Level paper or reading that 5chapters of physics or getting that good grade for the useless subject... but its more of what do I want to get out of this thing.

Yup. That should be it... Hmmm.

Great Singapore Sale! Its finally here! Time to shop shop shop and never to drop. :D

Saturday, May 27, 2006 { 5/27/2006 10:58:00 PM }

恋爱达人 - 罗志祥

Hey you 就是你请靠近我怀里
别假装不在意你明明动了心
So baby 就是你请不要再犹豫
我们玩个游戏叫l.o.v.e

给你一分钟若还不心动
你就是没种装再酷也知道没用

Baby 你不会懂我就是要你心急
我恋爱无敌可是她等得很急

Hey you 就是你请靠近我怀里
别假装不在意你明明动了心
So baby 就是你请不要再犹豫
我们玩个游戏叫 l.o.v.e yeah yes i do

眼神不能在乎态度若有似无
你自然就会跟我走情场路

你到底行不行竟玩无聊的招数
我看过的猪可是达人的程度 come on

Hey you 就是你请靠近我怀里
别假装不在意我可能喜欢你
So baby就是你请说你很开心
我有点喜欢你有点喜欢你

哈哈爱是个ya关系
它让我的身边成为达人恋爱的机器
谁遇见你连达人也会认输
Ya 为什麽是你我只想 ha

为什麽喜欢你我已喜欢你 yeah~

You're so cute so won't you come to me
猪头才会一直玩游戏耍心机

baby 就是你请靠近我怀里
别假装不在意我想我喜欢你
So baby就是你请说你也愿意
我一直喜欢你一直喜欢你~

baby 就是你请靠近我怀里
别假装不在意我想我喜欢你
So baby就是你请说你也愿意
我非常喜欢你非常喜欢你

非常喜欢你

Friday, May 26, 2006 { 5/26/2006 08:03:00 PM }

I'm back from study camp/chalet! Whao Ho!

I'm feeling damn SHAGGED. Didnt had much sleep during the camp. The aircon was super FREEZING during at night. Here's my story:

1) The first night was fine.
2) When 3 person had to share one bed, I had to sleep in the centre but I was fine with it.
3) When 2 pillows were made to share for 3 people, it turned out that 1 pillow was for one person thus, leaving me with no pillow.
4) Person G was an ass.
5) He snores super loud.
6) He talks in his sleep!
7) He's an ass, once again.
8) Both the 2nd and 3rd nights, Person G SNATCH MY BLANKET AND I COULDN'T GET IT BACK. Therefore, I was left freezing the night along. (nb!)

Yeah. The camp was fun. But I seldom had a few solid studying during the self-studying session but I managed to do a couple of work. Going into the pool, playing and laughing during the nights were great. Heh(:

Today, we got back our report book. Shocking results! Enough said. :X

hey girl
i wanna catch your wave

Tuesday, May 23, 2006 { 5/23/2006 12:23:00 AM }

I'll miss Jerry, Caine and Eugene for the past 3-4days! Can we conference on one of the nights? Hahaha...! (:

AND NO, JERRY. I'LL DEFINATELY NOT FANTASISE ABOUT YOU DURING MY CHALET CAMP. -shrugs!- PERVERT!

tatadoodoos. Time to hit the sack and the damn books.

Monday, May 22, 2006 { 5/22/2006 08:01:00 PM }

I cant believe my results are holdy-topsy-turvy.

I Passed:

GEOGRAPHY (I finally PASSED)
MAthematics (PRAISED THE LORD! I zhun-zhun passed the hell paper 1 at the border line!)
POA (-Grins sheepishly-)
COMBINED SCIENCE! (I CANT BELIEVED THAT I PASSED PHYSICS!)

I Failed:

ENGLISH. By 3 marks. SHEET...
Chinese. DAMNIT. I worked hard for nothing but hey, I was super shocked about getting a quite good grade for the Compo and letter writing. It was a cool improvement.
Combined Humanties. I passed History (WHICH WAS A BIG SURPRISE but thanks to tips from HY and I think caine? Haha) BUT I FAILED SS by 7 marks. DANG. damndamndamndamndamndamndamn.

And I knew that I wasnt going to make it well for this mid year. But now, me and my other 2 classmates? Found out why. It was because of DOTA. DAMN. After this camp, NO MORE DOTA till Ns are done. I promised myself in the Aims for 2006 that I should do well. And I promise that, the things i wrote down in the paper will mean what i said. Oh yeah. Once bitten, twice shy. :X

you put your arms around me
and tumble to the ground
and then you say,
i think we're alone now.

tatadoos!

Saturday, May 20, 2006 { 5/20/2006 10:43:00 PM }

Back from Jerry's stayover. dang... I'm dead-beat to the max.

Yeah. all were eventually dead tired. Woke up at 630am to go breakfast at mcds then back at his house for while to play around. In fact... MASS ORGY. -grins- (And I got the picture. wink wink).

midyear papers are coming back on monday. -shrugs- Enjoy the weekend while you still can

Looking back I have no regrets cos
You'd be there, when I needed somebody

tata!

Thursday, May 18, 2006 { 5/18/2006 10:15:00 PM }

many people said to you,
you're beautiful.
but what is it that makes them say so?
To me,
what makes you different,
makes you beautiful to me.
really.

-aylwin

Tuesday, May 16, 2006 { 5/16/2006 11:10:00 PM }

Ryan Cabrera - Shine On

i`ve given every moment i had
but i could never seem to keep up with you
you`re done with one mile and onto another one thousand
still i could never seem to keep up with you
i know you`ll be better of without me when i`m gone
you know you`re you`re beautiful
you`re beautiful

shine on you were made to shine on
and you know i love you
and even if we can or can`t be friends
i`ll be with you until the very end so
shine on you were made to

it`s keepin me awake every night
but i can never seem to give up on you
i send up a prayer then i`m on to another one thousand
but i can never seem to give up on you
i know you`ll be better of without me when i`m gone
you know you`re you`re beautiful
you`re beautiful

shine on you were made to shine on
and you know i love you
and even if we can or can`t be friends
i`ll be with you untill the very end so
shine on

nobody`s wrong
nobody`s right
keep movin on

shine on you were made to shine on

shine on you were made to shine on
and you know i love you
and even if we can or can`t be friends
you`re gonna be brighter than you`ve ever been so shine on

you`re gonna be just fine
you`re gonna be alright love
you`re gonna be just fine
you`re gonna be alright love

-

this song. this particular song. really really...describes my situation or rather my feelings right now.

Now... I want to change. (Ha ha. Easier said than done). I drew out a mindmap during my studying time 2 weeks ago. (Yeah, I was supposed to study but I just drew it up anyway) Well, it basically took up the whole space of the paper. I wrote many aims, goals, objectives and such. Haha.. now. I have cancel out some parts now. It will never be obtained. Sad but thats life. I'll just have to try live with it. (:

see that special star in that sky?
it shines exceptionally bright than the others.
just like you.

-aylwin.

Monday, May 15, 2006 { 5/15/2006 09:44:00 PM }

Thought through.

Been given advices.

And now

I think I've partially decided.

Yeah.

Probably.

Guess it will do both or all parties good. (:

I hope..

-

Today was P.O.A Paper 2! Finally the last paper. It was fine but I stressed and made a din during the exam because of the last question. I pulled my hair and hit my head a number of times but I think it really helps. Heh. Nuts.

Watched Poisedon or Posiedon or whatever its spelt. I forgot the name. I arrived late at the cinema and jerry had to come out during the mid of the show. And SHUCKS. I missed the part of how the ship got capsized. Damn. And oh yeah! Caine's new haircut is like....'Whao'. Nearly as short as these words I'm typing right now. Hah. But well... its a sight that will make you laugh. -Heh-

Alright. Thats all I'm blogging. I'm gonna watch more 'Whose line is it anyway?' ! -Grins widely-

-aylwin.

Saturday, May 13, 2006 { 5/13/2006 09:17:00 PM }

aylwin Ü. chop ! says:
and those would be cries of joy
-=kayn liew=- <<>> wah lao...bcos of da stupid exams...lost alot of hair... says:
ok...in tt case...jiayou
aylwin Ü. chop ! says:
wow.
aylwin Ü. chop ! says:
thanks bro! (:

SHUCKS. The best bro or the best bro? Hahaha. Really made my day. (: Damn touched.
He also gives great words of wisdom! HEH :P Rock on dude!

And oh yeah. I managed to get back the gift back into the house. Super heng she didnt see that gift when she went out of the house. Now I only have to wait for to go sleep and so I can add things to the gift. (:

Nights all! and a happy mother's day to all mothers out there in the world. (:
-aylwin.

{ 5/13/2006 05:17:00 PM }

As I'm blogging this post now... My mum's mothers day gift is OUTSIDE THE HOUSE. Hiding it somewhere. Dang... I'm waiting for my mum to go toilet. I'm praying damn hard it won't be taken away. SHUCKS. I'll seriously skin that ass alive. That gift costs me $40! And I had to use my birthday money for that. The gift has better still be there.... -wails-.

...

MY MUM'S STILL NOT GOING TO THE TOILET! :X
NAR-NIA...

-aylwin.

Friday, May 12, 2006 { 5/12/2006 06:58:00 PM }

Ohh.. Guess what? I'm disappearing from 23rd May - 26th May!
Yeah yeah. Hallejuah! Bet everyone's happy about that.

Shucks. I'm chosen to go to the Aloha Loyang Chalet for the Sec 4 N(A) study camp! MAN. Thats GOOD & BAD. Good thing is that most of my good friends are chosen for it and going for it and there's BBQ on the 25th May! BEST MAN.
Bad thing is... there's no COMFY BED FOR ME and I'm like going to be away from proper civiliazation! BEST MAN.

Lets see... I need to bring

Science (Chemistry) Topical N level 5-Year Series
Science (Physics) Topical N level 5-Year Series
Geography text and notes
Mathematics Topical N level 5-Year Series
Other materials to be confirmed
Writing materials.

DANG. This mean i need to buy more books again. BASKET. They really cost money and they do burn an annoying hole to your wallet.

But I think I really can't wait for this camp to come. These kind of camps are real fun. (:

Today, met Jerry and Bean at Bugis. Jerry wanted to get a present for his Dad's birthday and guess what? HE BROKE 2 PHOTO FRAMES IN THE SHOP. Shucks. It was super scary and malu-ing but yet, interesting. Hahaha. Yeah... And went to Bugis Street. I was kinda in a mood to get a shirt but in the end, Bean and Jerry bought one for themselves. Hahaha. Although, I saw a pair of jeans that caught my eye at the TopShop. DANG. $79. I really gotta need to save scrips and scraps slowly for a straight shopping trip.(:

-aylwin.

Thursday, May 11, 2006 { 5/11/2006 11:18:00 PM }

Well, its funny to know that how you will feel after reading some sad, cute, dumb, eye-tearing and happy posts of other people's blog?

Yeah. I just read through one of my friend's one. Gosh it was a feeling you can't describe after i read it.

I don't really know what much to say. I feel... light. Yes, I'm not making sense but my soul inside me feels 'light' (as in not heavy light). Only that I don't know if its a good thing or bad. :/ Maybe its because I truely missed someone. Yes. I really missed somebody. Never mind. Out of point again.

Have I mentioned? The past few weeks, I'm going mad? At a rather constant speed / rate, I'm going to get obese. I mean....REALLY OBESE. There was one week, I ate Mcds for 5 straight days. Talk about fast food, I'm definately growing fat at a frgging fast rate. And I'm still eating Mcds the past few days. 'Sia la!' :(

This week... was rather tiring but shiok. Played basketball for 3 times for this week now. Monday was one hour, Wednesday was 3hours and today was another 3 hours. Today's sun was extrimely hot. And oh yeah! Bean's improving by a little bit. Just a little. :)

shine on
you were made to shine on

-aylwin.

Wednesday, May 03, 2006 { 5/03/2006 08:30:00 PM }

- BATTLE OF THE MID-YEAR EXAMINATION PAPERS 2006 -
Last Updated: 11th May 2006

SITUATION;

[2nd May 06]
English Paper 1: I was not prepared for exams yet. I wrote a stupid story as usual.
Mathematics Paper 1: THIS ONE. BASKET. THAT WOMAN SET THE PAPER UBER DIFFICULT. Every question I looked at, confirmed at least 1 swearing/cursing word comes out. The day I swore a hell lot. DANG. My maths are screwed. Damnitdamnitdamnit.

[3rd May 06]
English Paper 2: Relatively okay. Only when they hand us back the answer scheme, I didnt want to look at it. Makes me more irritated. Hah. Oh yea! The stories were dead boring. I nearly felt asleep after i just lied my head down with my comfy jacket. It was SUPER TEMPTING! :(
Geography Paper 1 & 2: I really cheong hard for this paper last night. Thus, the paper was really fine. (: Except the Physical geog is badly done and I really mean it when its badly done. Hahaha. But I really hope I can pass this geog exam this time. (:

[4th May 06]
Social Studies Paper: Lost more than 20marks in that paper. Period.
History Paper: None of the topics I studied for came out. Damnit. Period again.

[5th May 06]
Mathematics Paper 2: Not bad. Good thing the day before this paper, studied with AJ to help me with questions. (:
P.O.A Paper 1: Haha. This paper was fine too. Only at the start of the paper, I didnt understand a single question until i kept reading and reading. (:

[8th May 06]
Combined Science (Physics) : Here's the thing. It was damn dumb. I had all the formula for the questions... BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FRIGGING USE THEM. :'(
Combined Science (Chemistry) : Yeah. It was rather simple. I hope I scored as high as possible. Did my best for it. Heh.

[9th May 06]
Mother Tongue Paper 1: Okay. I TRIED writing as much as I could However, it seemed like tradition. I ALWAYS FORGET TO BRING MY DICTIONARY. DANG. Burned a number of brain cells trying to figure out a lot of chinese words.
Mother Tongue Paper 2: This paper can really die. I TRIED reading too. In the end, I think the effort are futile. DANG.

[10th May 06] - Holiday (Polling Day) : what else? 3hours of basketball. (:

[11th May 06]
CME Paper: Shortest paper ever and the weirdest but nothing else to post for this paper.

[15th May 06]
P.O.A Paper 2:

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-aylwin.

Monday, May 01, 2006 { 5/01/2006 08:42:00 PM }

Win already. We're ready for mid years. Hahaha... What the heck, we're screwed! But we'll try our best. In just less than 12 Hours, is our English Paper1 and Mathematics Paper 1.

Hahaha. Well, all the best to everyone! Jia you! (:

-aylwin.