And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street

Monday, July 31, 2006 { 7/31/2006 12:33:00 AM }

Entry No. 2:

People which you didnt expect to change, had changed. The past week, a handful of friends of mine had really changed. Both good and bad. Some had became a better person than before. Some became worst. Some became more bitchy. Some realised they've been a bastard or a bitch. Some....chose the wrong path probably because of his social circle status.

And ONE...was someone I never expected to do such a thing. I talked to him and questioned him about his status once and he told me he was not who i think he is. I believed him and I trusted him because I see him as my really good friend. But... until one day, I saw the real truth about him. I didnt know who to tell about it because its actually quite a serious thing. Soon, the friend found out and now its a deep secret among some of us. I promise to keep it a secret for him. I'm not angry with him as long he and I are still good friends. Thats all. I'm glad but somehow sad at the same time..

People changed. Don't blame them for becoming worst or better. Its only how you choose to accept and treat them. Treasure those that accept for what you are. Whether you're bitchy, bastard, nice, trustworthy and anything else. I know I'll try to accept the people to the best I can. (:

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HOSTEL LIFE IS SO DAMN DEAD. But at least the eye candy livens it up for me. :D AND PRELIMS ARE IN 2 WEEKS OR SO. I EVEN HAVE TO PARTICIPATE IN THE SCHOOL'S NDP AS SCHOOL COLOURS PARTY WHICH I'M ACTUALLY NOT SUPPOSED TO. :/ -grunt.
SIAN!

hit tha floor!
lose control- :D

Sunday, July 30, 2006 { 7/30/2006 09:47:00 PM }

I'm post 2 entries. This will be entry no. 1:

Its funny that suddenly I have regret over someone right after I actually know that person so long ago. I only just realised this regret but why only then after so long? This is damn dumb. This is dumb and I feel stupid... SIGH. Why was I so blind and ignorant not to go for it when I actually had a chance to. Damnit. I really feel the regrets.

Advice to people out there, know the people around you. Socialise with them more and get to know them better. If otherwise, you'll tend to regret that why you didn't get to know that special someone any sooner or earlier. Believe me. This is a lesson i've just learnt.

feel those regrets in life-

{ 7/30/2006 12:49:00 AM }

List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your Livejournal (or blog) along with your 7 songs. Then tag 7 other people to see what they're listening to in absolute random order.

1. Daniel Bendingfield - I Gotta Get Thru This
2. Missy Elliot - Lose Control
3. Pink - Who Knew
4. SmashMouth - Pacific Coast Party
5. Black Eyed Peas - Pump It! / Outkast - Hey ya (These 2 songs are almost the same)
6. Fort Minor - Remember The Name
7. Rihana - SOS

Tagged - I'M LAZY TO FIND PEOPLE.
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I'VE BEEN GETTING STRONG URGES TO DANCE TO THESE SONGS. :D

Sunday, July 23, 2006 { 7/23/2006 11:53:00 PM }

WELL...

I'm finally back again! (: But because my mum's bathroom had to do a whole new look and renovation is involved, the house is freakin dusty and my room is the holding/storing room for my mums' things from her room like bags, cartons, boxes and many other rubbish. So its like so-damn-cramped in here. Narnia. Lucky I'm staying at the hostel. :/ Hahaha.

FRIDAY:

Went to meet CELINE CHUA (Sister! you can see your huge name or not? heh) for lunch after like soooo long ago. We talked at subway then we went around Far East to buy her bag and pencil box but we talked at the same time too. It was at least a good catching up with her. She saw her friends there also. Oh yeah, I even saw Dianne and Exther with their group of friends too. Hahaha. Zhen qiao. Celine is like damn rich. She bought this JUICY brand pouch or whatever it is and its $30. Peng. Hahahaha... we talked and talked then we parted at Scotts area. Hope to meet up with her soon again. (: All the best for your prelims and Os, sis! :D

Went back to school and I thought I pop by to see the school's national day practice. I'm back again to School Flag Colours. :P Bleh. Caine's the NP Contingent Commander and Andrew is the NP Flag Colours. Only 3 Sec4s are involved which we're not supposed to be. :P It lasted till 6 plus and I went back to hostel to get my things back. Went home and went to bean's house to study. Bean, jerry, caine and poo siang was there. Then we ate this dumpling at the nearby coffee shop at people's park. Jerry and Caine went to buy 'DRINKs' (the not-supposed-to-drink-kinda-beverage-for-our-age) and we just hanged out at the coffee shop till late. jerry and caine later pei with me to eat ice cream at mcds till late. hahaha. and back home.

SATURDAY:

Went for class early morning. Then after class, my lunch appointment was 130 so i went to boarders and read battletech. It just became a huge interest to me suddenly. Hahaha. Then went to orchard MRT to meet Junsian, Germaine and YanQing. Its been nearly a year since I last saw Germaine and YanQing. They all looked very different. Hahaha. We went to Taka's Delifrance and had lunch. We talked and chat. I was later super surprised when they told me what courses they're in. Hahaha.. Till now, I still cant believe. :P

We went down to the toy fair and basket. They treat me like some slave. I had to hold their stupid toys. Wha kao. Went out to Cine to watch movie but the timings were way off so walked to Lido and on the way there, there was this 4 million smiles campaign. I didnt want to do it but the 3 of them kept forcing me. Rather... -grumbles-. Hahaha. Lido, the timings were off too so we went off to Wheel lock burgerking. Sat down there and we talked and laughed at some issues from the past. Hahaha.. We all left at the orchard MRT station. Hope we all would meet up soon again. :D

I went to meet Poosiang and bean. Had dinner at mcds but I only drank coke. We walked around and I was so dead tired. Reached home around 9 - 10plus and play the comp. ((:

TODAY / SUNDAY:

SIAN. Woke up at 2pm. I was like super shocked. Had lunch at Maxwell Hawker Centre with mum and sis. I went back home to finish up my work and then play somemore. (: Thats all actually. Tomorrow is back to da hostel! And I just been told by my room mate that there is a new dude from KOREA sharing the room with us. DANG. Abit the loss of privacy now. Narnia... Hahaha. Caine suggested we show him da Singapore Spirit. TAUPOK! :P

Thats all people. I'll be back again next weekend. (: Take care and rest well.

Sunday, July 16, 2006 { 7/16/2006 11:38:00 PM }

FINALLY. BACK HOME! AFTER ONE (STINKING) WEEK AT THE HOSTEL, IT JUST FEELS SO GOOD TO BE BACK HOME. (:

At the hostel, I saw this damn pretty girl from ACS (International). Hahaha. But I prefer the term, Eye-Candy. :P She's really a pretty person! Hahahaha... Alright. Thats enough. :P

Friday was ROD Ceremony. I was pledge taker and I hesitated abit as I nearly forgotten part of the pledge. But it turned out fine. We taupoked the Best-Unit-Cadet and too bad I couldnt do it on my full uniform because the rest are out of NPCC while I still had to serve another year more. SAD RIGHT? Haha. Picts will be up again after I get them. (:

TODAY WAS R.O.D BBQ.
DAMN... it was awesome. especially when we had fun at the beach in the dark. WE PULLED JERRY'S PANTS OFF AND HE WAS JUST WEARING HIS UNDERWEAR! LOL. We also taupoked many other people. We also nearly stripped poosiang's pants and underwear off! Hahaha...damn wasted and I was so laughing my ass off. Heh. The coolest BBQ. :D More picts when i get them. (:

will miss you people. all the best bros. I'll really miss you.

and im back to the hostel and to mug more if i can.
See you all around soon again! ((:

Saturday, July 08, 2006 { 7/08/2006 08:49:00 PM }

Just one new suffering comes out after another. Damn pattern.

This is damn sucky. Its worse than being sick.
I swear...after one month, I'll eat all the food that i've been craving for. I swear! No doubt about it. Now I have to suffer for a week or so for now. Aurgh...

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Monday is going to be my first stay in the hostel now. Everything will be so different now. I hope the 4 months will be okay. The first prelim is in 3 weeks or less. SS paper. I better do well for this... die also, must pass. Sigh.

you're all that I want.
thats all I want.

Tuesday, July 04, 2006 { 7/04/2006 06:21:00 PM }

IT SO BLARDY HURTS. IT JUST FEELS SO WEIRD!
NOW ITS GONNA LAST FOR 12 HOURS OR MORE.
GREAT!
I don't feel like talking tml. Guess its time to use da notepad and pen method! (:

And no thanks to bean, jerry and soon-be-caine for laughing and mocking me. Narnia...!

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4 weeks till prelims for N-level SS paper. Time passes real fast. And I'm moving into the hostel soon. I hope I can really make everyone proud. Time to work hard. (:

toodles till then -

Sunday, July 02, 2006 { 7/02/2006 06:47:00 PM }

During November / December 2004, I was introduced to a friend. She's a real nice person. I started to talk to her alot. Almost everyday, we chatted to pass the boring hours away. Soon, I began to enjoy talking to her. She was fun and cute. She was really someone I hardly meet everyday or find on the streets. She's a person that can make your day. She's a happy person and she was a friend who really shared alot of things to me. I considered her the greatest friend.

Soon... year 2005 came. We still talked alot and soon, we were tied down with schoolwork and all. Then when april came, we saw each other for the first time. Some time later on, I triggered something inside her to nearly lose our friendship and I was trying at all cost not to lose it because it was not worth it. But we managed to talk things out soon enough and I never blamed her at all. Not at all. A few months passed. However unfortunately, shit happened again between me, her and another friend. I didn't dare to talk to her after that incident. I was gutless to talk to her at that time. I felt dumb at that point of time. Soon, I managed to pick my courage to talk to her again. I was wrong to avoid her. And it was soon, I nearly know her for almost a year. At that time, I still considered her to be the greatest friend in my life.

Year 2006 came. This year. Its been past 6 months now. During that period... I told her something after keeping it to myself. And I'm glad we're friends. She was there when my brothers and I lost in the Campcraft competition. She is the greatest friend.

Later on, shit happened again. And it was the worst. I had somehow lost the greatest friend. I didnt know what to do. I had lost concentration in some things. My brothers had seen me stressed over the problem and I didnt had any chance to get that greatest friend back. Till now... at this very point of time. I'm never angry with that friend. I still regard her as a friend. Not just any normal friend but... the greatest friend EVER.

Tomorrow, she's going over to OBS. I'll pray for her safety. I hope she'll be fine and at the same time, have lots of fun. (: Take Care / Bao Zhong.