And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street

Wednesday, February 28, 2007 { 2/28/2007 10:57:00 PM }

Today was my school's Founders Day celebration. I went to school at 630am. Changed and got ready. Went through the parade as NPCC flag barriers. The parade lasted less than about 15mins? Super fast-forward. Then rushed to the award ceremony. After the long few hours, went to the reception and talked to some people. Finally saw the Jakarta students from ACS(I) of Jakarta. Hahaha..

When i finally met the students, we sat in groups and we discuss our own stuff. Later it got abit boring so we decided to bring them around the school. It was a long tour but anyway, it was fine. Later, we went back to the room and played a slapping-hand game cos we got bored. At 1pm, we went to play scoccer at the sports hall but i stayed behind and Mr Royston Low played 'Snatch-Scrabble' with me, one schoolmate. Then there was one girl just watching us. We played and it was fun. Then more people joined in and soon, there was an ACS-INT VS ACSBR. Boy...first time we won but lost at the second round. I have to admit... those people are seriously GOOD. :D I take my hat off to them.

Then i left at 3 or 4plus. I realized one thing arh... alot of my schoolmates were flirting alot with the girls lar. Hahaha. Gosh. I didn't talk to them much. Haha. But they're really nice people. ((: Anyway, I left and met Amoz and Tim at Cine. Then walked to Meridian to play pool. John came and we played. It was fun. Haha. Then went to Vivo City and had dinner at CANIVORE. DANG. Free flow of meats! Super nice and filling. Though abit expensive like about $30 per person, it was definitely worth it. :D Thanks Amoz. We also had a good laugh during dinner. Later John treated us to Starbucks and talked nonsense again. Heh. Good to have a good laugh. And our stomachs were super filled so we had trouble walking actually.

Then we left to home. Here i am now. I'm tired. Its been a long day. Haha. Bye everyone! :D

And cooro... SLEEP NOW. Hahaa. You need rest rest rest. Heh... Bet you haven't brush your teeth till now. :P Lol...

Tuesday, February 27, 2007 { 2/27/2007 07:56:00 PM }

hello.

Yeah lar... dead beat. Monday was my (UNPREPARED) Napfa 5 stations test. Gosh... i think i'm not going to get a gold this year anymore. I didn't put in alot of my effort for it. Sad lar... Then there were supposed to Founder's Day training after school but in the end, it was postponed to the next day and because of that it hindered my schedule for the next day. I was supposed to meet the Jakarta students for this exchange programme BUT.... yeah. Sad lar.

So back to talking about today, I woke up dead tired and boy, my whole body was aching from the Napfa test yesterday. Especially on my arms and my stomach. Dragged my feet to toilet and back and all the way to school. [Someone also woke up dead tired and wanted to sleep on the bus :P ] Then for the past few periods in school, i wanted to go sleep but in the end I couldn't find any time or place. After school, i tried to go sleep but only at about 330 then i took a 15mins nap. No difference anyway. Hahaha. Then headed for the Founder's day reheasal. Lasted till 630 or so. My body ached more than ever after that. Went to eat something and went back home.

Heh... Tomorrow.. SHOWTIME. I should be sleeping by now actually.

Anyway... just a shoutout:

JERRY TAN PANG HAO
EUGENE CHNG JUN SEN
LIEW XIA RI CAINE.
I miss you guys lar. We should really hang out together as a group because we never been out together since last year already. Hope you 3 are reading this. Heh. I'll definitely make time for us when there is the chance when we can hang out. Especially the talking cock session among the 4 of us. ((: Please okay? Hahaha... Hope to see you soon.

Sunday, February 25, 2007 { 2/25/2007 07:54:00 PM }

Hi there people.

Alright, firstly... Happy lunar new year to you, people! (: Gong xi gong xi!

On friday, I had to attend a CIP trip to the Jurong Medical centre. After that, came back and Timothy, Amoz and me went to Timothy's place. Wanted to go running but it was raining heavily. So we made our way to Tim's house first. Had to walk in the rain and i was the only one with the umbrella. So walking halfway, most of us were super wet. Then i suggested to them to take our shoes and socks off and walk arh. We did that and we crazily walked barefooted all the way. Hahaha. Our shoes were quite wet already lar. At first walking was ticklelish, then my feet became cramped. Hahaha... And then we finally reached there all drenched but i was not as wet as them cos of my umbrella.

We waited upstairs till it stopped. Then it stopped and we went off to running but when we were reaching our school, it started pouring super heavy. BASKET. So we got wet again and sadly, my phone was with me and it got kinda wet which is probably maybe the reason why my phone is now kind of nuts. We waited at school and went to sit at a place. Sat there for a while and we talked alot of cock. Finally it was 6pm when we could start running already. Then we ran the usual route and pushed Tim this time to get a good timing. The timing was not bad. Heh. Went back to tim's place and I left to join my family for dinner at Capital restaurant. After that, Caine met me at Outram Park MRT and my parents sent us to Qin Zhen's place.

Reached there and talked abit. Caine and me were kinda shy at first but later things started to pick up and the group of us people were roaring with laughter and cries of dispair. Heh. Some left and soon, there was Qin zhen, her 2 younger brothers, Ivan, Huiyi, Caine and me. Stayed till about 12 midnight plus. Hahaha. And my parents picked Caine and me and sent him back home.
Yeah, tiring but fun day. ((:

Saturday... Don't think I should blog about it.

Today - Sunday, went to the temple for some stuff and then went to meet Huizyi, Christabel and Tim at Cine. We watched Norbit and boy, it was super sick ar. Hahaha. Okok-movie but not exactly worth my money. :/ I wanted to watch either dreamgirls or the pursuit of happyness! Then here i am. Tired.. and i just remembered. THERE'S NAPFA 5 STATIONS TEST TOMORROW! FREAK. I don't feel fit man...

And oh! I finally got a laptop! :D Compaq instead of Vaio. I guess Vaio is not really worth the money actually unless its the more expensive models. Hahaha. But I like this Compaq one of mine. :D But its Windows Vista and I wanted XP instead but they didn't have anymore. Crap.... :/ Haha..

Alright. Bye people. Have a good time in school this week.

Sunday, February 18, 2007 { 2/18/2007 09:43:00 PM }

I'll Take The Tears - A1

Don't speak, seal your lips,
please don't say a word
maybe I won't remember the words I have not heard
I see that you're in love, I know it's not with me
but I don't want the truth to haunt my memory

It's never too late to relight the fire
it never stopped burning for me
the flame, it never died inside of me

How is it now that I can tell you I love you
How is it only now that it's too late
What can I do, the love that we had is torn in two
so you take the smiles from all of our years
and I'll take the tears

I sit and reminisce, of times that we once shared
you gave me more than love
but never thought I cared
my feelings were all for you
althogh it didn't show
I only told you the day you let me go

It's never too late to relight the fire
it never stopped burning for me
The flame, it never died inside of me

How is it now that I can tell you, I love you
How is it only now that it's too late
what can I do, the love that we had is torn in two
so you take the smiles from all of our years
and I'll take the tears

Now I realise that your not mine
but I'm hoping the pain will ease in time
although your leaving, I won't say goodbye
because I know your here with me inside

How is it now that I can tell you i love you
how is it only now that it's too late
What can I do the love that we had is torn in two
so you take the smiles from all of our years
and I'll take the tears

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What a song. I can't believe I found this while listening through their songs. Nearly teared when I heard it. Nearly.

I just need to make one step at a time. One at a time...

Friday, February 16, 2007 { 2/16/2007 06:35:00 PM }

I know that I shouldn't be blogging what's been happening to me but I feel I should still post it up to remind myself in the future.

Today I felt more...different than yesterday. I spoke to my teacher, Ms Fong yesterday about my problem and I'm so glad that she was willing to listen to it. I nearly cried but I hold it back. She started explaining me stuff and I felt abit better. In the evening, I went running again with Tim. I felt more relaxed but at night, I went to bed early to avoid more thinking.

Today, the feeling was more deeper. I focused and concentrate during lessons but most periods, I nearly felt like just crying and keep quiet about it but I held it back again. I didn't talk much to my classmates either and just move along. Until recess period, I talked to my classmate, Don, about it. Chinese period was after recess so we could somehow slack it. I talked to him outside class and I broke down badly. I just needed to let it out. We talked and talked till a teacher saw us and we quickly rushed back into the room. We continue talking both our problems. Anyways, it was still nice talking with him. Thanks Don.

There was the concert and I just went to sleep. I needed a rest. After the concert, I went around giving the goodies to the teachers. But Mr Royston Low saw me and suddenly asked me if I was okay. He said that I've been looking quite troubled and down the past few days (which I didn't know he noticed!) He brought me to a quiet place and I started telling him about it briefly. Yes... I broke down one more time. He talked to me and I... well... just bucked myself up. Then I gave the goodies to Ms Fong and the other English department teachers. I just chatted with her and talked to her about it.

She was worried lar.. but I just said I'm okay. She said I really don't look okay and I was like, really? She replied yeah, she could tell. (Oh crap...) She offered to give me a lift to somewhere... Yeah. I took the offer. We talked and all. Sigh. Whatever it is, I was abit better anyway.

Well... this post is actually dedicated to some people...

Firstly, I want to thank Huizyi and Christabel for the concern. I appreciate it and I'll try to move on. Thanks guys (:

Secondly, Timothy. Tim, thanks for the prayers. Though it didn't turn out the way we want, this has to be the way. Either way, thanks for everything (:

Thirdly, Jerry, Caine and Eugene. Bros, although we're not always together and not always able to give me advice now, I appreciate everything that you tried to cheer me up and hear me out. Thanks man. I know you're always the best. Hope we can meet up together soon. Its been long since we went out together as 4. (:

Forthly, Don Ho. Dude... thanks for letting me let it out this morning. Sorry if I made you abit lost of what to say or do to me but I'm glad you could listen to me out. Also, I may understand how it feels to be just like in your shoes now once. Still, thanks man. I'm grateful (:

Fifthly, Debbie. Heyy, though you just messaged me this morning... thanks alot for your concern. I appreciate it. I will try to get past it.

Sixthly, Mr Royston Low. Thanks alot for your words and the pat on the shoulder. We all know its hard but I know I still need to get through it. Thanks also for the concern because I didn't know you would notice it. I appreciate everything your tried to explain to me and what to think about this issue. Thank you.

Lastly, Ms Fong Chee Sing. Mdm, thanks for letting me to approach you with my problem. Also, thanks for understanding me. Also, the words, the scenarios, the explaination, the pat on the shoulder, the next step to take... everything you told me. I really felt abit better after what you told me. And also, for being such a nervous-wreck whether I'll stay in one peice or not and all. Heh. I don't know how much to say thank you to you. At least, I know that I'm able to seek consultation from you if i really need one. Thank you again. ((:

At the end of the day, though there are people who were really concern about me, I know that I'm still the only person to stand up alone and face it. I hope to settle down, and be strong.

All I'm clinging on is hope, faith and strength. I think a Miracle is too far from this issue.

Wednesday, February 14, 2007 { 2/14/2007 09:00:00 PM }

St. Valentines Day. 14th February 2007.

Its a clear and final seperation.

Its no longer anything anymore between us.

Yup. Its over indeed.

I cried. I broke down.

No matter how prepared I was for today, It was no use anyway.

Still...

I have to move on. Carry on.

And just let the Lord's plan carry on.

Giang Thuy Anh, Cooro...
Thank you for everything. I'll fufill the promise we both made to each other. No matter what, I'll always smile when I think about you in my mind and heart and I'll not cry or sigh. I'm glad we still can be friends. I may tear now while I'm still typing, I will still stand strong at the end. You too, okay? Till the day I die, I will always remember what you and me were as, because it had been engraved onto my heart. 'Memories are just memories, they have no power.' Thank you. Smile too okay? ((: I still believe that the Lord's plan have something for us soon.

Anh Yeu Em.

And the friends I asked for your prayers... thank you so much. I believe your prayers had somehow tried to pull me up but I hope it will last till i can stand on my own again. Still, thanks. (:

St. Valentines Day. 14th February 2007.

Friday, February 09, 2007 { 2/09/2007 10:35:00 PM }

Okay... I shall keep this short because I'm really tried.

Firstly, CONGRATS TO MY BROS! Well done. I'm seriously very proud of you peeps. I hope you'll be able to get into the Ploy course or the JC you want (: Gosh... real happy for ya :D

Secondly, Congrats again to those who are satisfied with their results. (:

Now... Next is, those who were not satisfied with the results.... Cheer up. I know how it feels. Just focus on what you think you carry on to. Then, may you work harder and get a more derserving result in the future. ((:

Shoutout to Huizyi:

Hey, I know I can't talk to you or tag on your blog but this is the least I could do. Anyhow, I think its still quite good. But now we can't regret anyways. Its over and we still have to carry on your path. I think ACJC will still take you in. (: Yup. I'll be praying for you okay? Lets see what are the Lord's plan for you and just accept the way he chose for you. And... TELL YOU WHAT. I'll treat you to a game of pool and chocolate okay? (: See you around!

The other people I've yet to hear.... Ivan Chan, Qin Zhen, Celine, Rachel, Fergus, Candy and other few people. Hope your results are fine!

Okay. Thats all. I'm tired. Stupid parade. :/

Everything's planned accordingly so far. Heh.. :D It better work out :P

Tuesday, February 06, 2007 { 2/06/2007 09:56:00 PM }

Its been since I last post. Hahaha. I shall cut short or rush through the post. I'm soooooo tried now.

Last thursday, I went running for about 3.7km with timothy and my teacher, running from ACS(BR) to CJC to SJI to SCGS then back to ACSBR. Took us 25minutes. Tim was lagging but we still made it at the end (: Not bad. Shall keep training every week.

Friday, I had parade and then met Cooro after that. It was great to see her again! :D Hahaha. Yeah. ((: I had a fun time even though it was abit limited. (:

Saturday was fun! Met up with Huizyi at Takashimaya then we walked to cine. Then Christabel came and we went up to play pool. HOO YEAH. Haha. It was really a fun 2 hours. Sad thing is that Huizyi and me lost to christabel TWICE. But its because she had a free ball due to our fouls. :/ Haha. Then went to bugis to meet caine for dinner. Qin zhen suddenly came to meet us. We talked alot and I went to find my shoes at the same time but they didnt had my size. GRR. Later qin zhen departed first then caine and me walked around. I suddenly had a super bad case of hiccups.

My chest felt pain after some time and on the way home in the bus, my head felt numb and i felt like vommiting. I could tell the lady next to me was kinda worried and scared. :P (Sorrry!) I alight at the next stop and called my mum. My sister came after a long time to pick me up. Went home and rest. :/

Sunday; My sister and I went to a converse sale at some deserted place. We took nearly 1 hour to find our way and got lost too. LOL. Then we finally found it. And IT WAS SUPER CROWDED. We didnt expect to be so many people coming. Haha. Yeah, many shoes were dead cheap. I bought a high cut one for the first time since its cheap (: Thats all for that day.

Today - Tuesday; After school, Tim and me followed Elgin to army market, ate lunch and we went back to school while Elgin went home. Tim needed to get shorts so we search at bugis first. Finally found one at Adidas shop. AND OH YEAH... I saw one AdiZERO shoe. SUPER NICE. Black and yellow. One of my favourite colour combinations. The price is $129. OUCH. I shall get it from Queensway. Cheaper too :P (At least I hope). We went to Tim's house and gosh..its huge :P. We ran from his house and started from exactly 6pm. We ran to school, then to CJC, SJI, SCGS then back to school and back to his place. I took 53 minutes and Tim took 54 minutes. Hahaha. We feel damn shiok lar. Bleh. Anyway, there were this 2 FORIEGNERS or maybe, ANG MOHS. They saw us running and shouted like 'RUN FASTER YOU SLOW POKES!' and such. Then, one had the cheek to cross the road and stand next to Tim and said some stuff. Tim was kinda pissed and he replied back with a remark. A NASTY remark. I dont blame him lar. I may do the same too. Then we just carry on running. They later took a cab and I turned my head and shouted, 'You fat asses only know how to take a cab! Why not run too!' . Yeah. Tim said he really felt like punching them.

Me too. :X

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Speaking of cursing, I've been trying to cut down! Woo! The F-word is the one I have to stop first. Heh. So far so good. (: I think...I hope...at least I'm praying so.

BYE PEEPS. :D