And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street

Wednesday, July 25, 2007 { 7/25/2007 09:45:00 PM }

16 Days down. 5 Days more to go.

Hmmm. I got a feeling its going to be extended :X

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I've been missing for sooooo long eh?
Yeah. Busy with so much things and all. I've been R.O.D-ed from the Student Council just last friday. Lol. Now I guess things are more relaxed for me now and time to cheong studies! :D

As the days draw nearer... I become more and more fearful of everything arh.
Sigh.

And oh! For those who wondered, I applied for DPA! Gosh. I hope that I can really get in to the Ngee Ann Poly. CAINE AND EUGENE BEANIE ARE THERE :D
My 1st Choice is - Business Studies. 2nd Choice is - Logestics Management. 3rd Choice - Business IT.
Dang. :X

Okok. I'm going off now!
And shoutout to Jerry, Eugene and Caine.. MEET UP LAR. I MISS YOU GUYS MAN. VERY VERY VERY DEARLY :'( I want to like update you guys and all :D Lol

Saturday, July 14, 2007 { 7/14/2007 10:50:00 PM }

5 Days down. 16 Days more to go.

SIGH.
Is this for real?
But nvm. I know what are my true feelings for you.
Sometimes, I just hope I'm not too late.

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Btw.. I'M OFFICIALLY ROD-ED! NO MORE NPCC! :D
More to update soon. I have to settle my DPA ASAP NOW. :/

Tuesday, July 10, 2007 { 7/10/2007 06:37:00 PM }

1 Day down. 20 Days more to go.

I hope you're happy with what you initiated. Always doing it to me on the worst timings. Thanks alot.

But I'm looking forward to that day.

Monday, July 09, 2007 { 7/09/2007 06:57:00 PM }

Last friday.. Am I glad its over and done with! It was simply torturing to go through parade with your best friends higher ranking than you and you need to greet him sir. Damn. Sigh. But anyway, after the parade I'm glad that everything was normal after that lar. Caine and I had dinner together and went to Plaza Singapura to buy something. After that, we sat down at MOS Burger and talked cock :D Yeah. Thanks Caine. ((:

Saturday, I slept till 1pm. -.-''
At night, Mei, Bel and Cindy came over to my place to help Mei to bake her cheese cake. Lol. It went alittle well. Hope she experience a little something out of it. ((: and I went over to Oldham Hall the following day, to let Mei try her cheese cake. Surprisingly, the cake was just like any other cheesecake but a little sour though. However, I'm fine with it and Gosh... I swear the cake is blardy filling. :X
The 4 of us did talked alot of things for over 2-3 hours during my time in OH. Hmmm. :X

I think I just want to express this out. After hearing things over the past few days, I guess I had learnt many things throughout my life and sometimes, after hearing other peoples' problems, it just became a reminder to me of certain things.

Firstly, I remembered posting this question on my blog ages ago. Probably 2 years ago or so. I asked to myself before, 'Would you rather find your happiness than keeping your pride?' I strongly believe in having the happiness. I understand that everyone has their own pride. Especially us guys where we strongly hold on unto our pride because we sometimes believe Men are the macho and powerful ones. Well... I believe that every men has a weakness and once their weakness are found out and acted against them, everything crumbles down in their life and making it even harder to build their own pride again. Hah! Most importantly, carrying on with life would be an issue to start with. Holding onto your own pride for too long may get you far in life, but you can lose the most precious things around you without noticing it. In other words; you lost the true meaning of living your life to the fullest. And yeah, I dare say that happiness is a much greater feeling than the feeling of holding up to your pride.

Secondly, Sincerity in a relationship. If you're sincere of someone, you show it and express it till the end. You do not give up halfway.. especially when both parties know how are they feeling for each other. I may not be an expert on this topic, but I truly and strongly believe that sincerity is one of the very first ingredient in a relationship and it goes for it all the way. Like for example, this guy tells this girl he loves her. Saying it is one thing but did he really say it at the bottom of his heart and without a doubt its the truth? Come on. If you don't feel anything halfway going after someone, end it off straight and now. Dragging it on, only brings more burden, problems, grudges and many more to both parties. Yes. I seriously hate players and people who play with people's feelings. Sigh.

Thirdly, Apologies and Forgiveness. You say sorry to someone, it does not bloody mean you can do it again. It does not mean that everything will be okay after saying that one 'word'. If Hitler says sorry he attacked the other countries, do you think they went like 'OH! He said 'Sorry' lar. Never mind already! *Smiles smiles and grins grins*'? Well... You deserve a bashing in the head. Do not say 'Sorry' for the sake of saying it. You say it because you know what was your mistake, you learnt of it, and you want to ask for forgiveness. Worst of all, you're ought to be shot down if you say sorry for the wrong thing and people can tell you're not repentant of your mistake or not even aware of it. Also, when people forgives you again... don't go betraying their trust again by committing it the same or SIMILAR mistake. If you think you're hurt because someone don't want to forgive you? HAH. Think again and deeper. The person who wants to forgive is more hurt than you ever may be. Like I said... Sincerity is the start of many things and it goes a long way.

I shall express out one last thing cos its getting boring and I'm really tired now. AWARENESS. Especially in a relationship. COME ON. For example, 'Don't eat together, won't die right?' or 'You can buy your bag anytime what' or 'You're angry just because of this small issue? Grow up lar!' and so on. Ta ma de. HELLO. ITS NOT ABOUT THE SMALL THINGS LIKE THE MOVIE OR EATING OR SHOPPING. ITS THE INITIATIVE AND COURTESY. SIGH. In a relationship, be it unofficial or official, both parties definitely wants to spend time with the each other. I repeat the keywords. 'SPENDING TIME WITH EACH OTHER'. Not loud enough? One more time again, - 'SPEND TIME WITH EACH OTHER ...SO THAT YOU COULD BUILD UP YOUR BOND AND TIES AND YOU COULD KNOW MORE ABOUT EACH OTHER'S LIFE' I have enough of people not being so aware of anything around them, and still claimed that what they are doing is still ONE HUNDRED PERCENT CORRECT ! Let me say this once to these kind of people, 'PLEASE WAKE UP YOUR DARN STUPID NUMBSKULL IDEA! THE EARTH GLOBE DOES NOT REVOLVE AROUND YOU, BECAUSE YOU MOVE WITH THE EARTH'S MOVEMENT AND YOU BETTER START LIVING WITH THAT AND ACCEPTING IT. ' Sigh.

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Meilani, I'm sooo sorry this thing have to happen to you. I'm really sorry I couldn't say or do much for you to solve this problem but yeah, I always believe you're one of those many 'happy' people that doesn't deserve to be sad and stuff. It is a real pity that you have to go through this. However, I will do my best to help you out and lend you the support you need anytime. But remember this, 'Life moves on.' ((: Its normal to break down sometimes and still feel the sadness but it proves one thing, you're human ((: Stay strong and I know the Lord will watch over you (: Tomorrow's a new day! So live life to the fullest! <-- (AYE! This colourful wordings, you better appreciate it arh! Took me super long to do it! Lolz :P )

Sorry for the harsh use of words and the anger involved anyway. This is my feelings and this is how i see things are of now.

AND I GTG DO MY HW! AH. :X

Sunday, July 01, 2007 { 7/01/2007 08:22:00 PM }

FINALLY UPDATING :D

First off, yesterday's dinner was entertaining in a way. Had dinner at Fish&Co. at wheelock with Huizyi, Christabel, Andrew and Timothy. I SWEAR, THE GUY WHO SERVED US WAS TOTALLY LAME AND GAY. THAT ASSHOLE IS DRUNK, I'M SWEARING HE IS. Lol. and ARGH. Buey ta han. When he took orders for us, I asked for 5 glasses of water too. And he then said, 'Water? Water from the sky arh? HAHAHA!'
I was like.... DOTZZZZZ. -.-''

ACS(BR) CARNVAL 002 '07 WAS AWESOME AND SUPER FUN! :D

Okay. The whole week, I was sooooo busy with the Barker Carnival. Prizes, Banners designing and painting, decorations and setting up. Bloody tiring I swear. And yesterday was show time!:D
Some parts, were rather screwed up. But hey, we did put up a good show and putting most of our hearts out to raise funds for the school. ACS ALL THE WAY :D

And thanks to the people for coming down! Appreciated it for buying the tickets from me and all! :D

People I saw yesterday were, Caine! Jerry! Meilani Nuts, Christabel, Huizyi, Ivan Chan, QinZhen, Carine, Bernard, Grace, Cindy, Putu, Inez, Inez's & Putu's friends and other whole lot of people! Even people I have not seen a long long time too ((:

And I'm sunburnt! )): SIGH.

Anyway, to the people who made it to the carnival, I'm sorry I couldn't entertain you guys around! I was soooooo busy having to move around and tend to the stores and helping out. Sigh. But I hope you all had real real fun! :D HEH.

Thats all I wanna say. I wanna watch Bleach and go off to mugging already. ((: See you people around! :D