Sunday, October 07, 2007
{ 10/07/2007 12:35:00 PM }
Just what I think I should follow.
'If you don't learn from your mistakes, there's no sense making them.'and
'Make failure your teacher, not your undertaker.'- Zig Ziglar.
I've been feeling moody here and there the past days. I can't explain it. I can't infer from it. I think what I'm having is
fear.
Fear is beginning to grow more and more inside of me these days and I've been trying to keep it in within me. O'levels. Whats wrong man. Last year I was determined for N'levels but now.. I'm like so... gone.
I think I'm more fearful of my work. Everyone is getting tuitions. The more I see or hear from them, the more I feel dumber for some reason. Hmmm.
Actually... I still won't forget what Mr. Andrew had said to me. He told me that
'I shouldn't worry about other people or worry about them getting tuitions or not. Just focus on myself and do the best of what I can'. Yes. I should. Thats the way. He also mentioned he didn't had tuitions when he was taking his A'levels in ACJC. He had to make it on his own.
Hmmm. Come to think of it. I think I shouldn't be bothered too much about everyone's achievements at the moment. What I need now is clear mind, lesser moodswings, and the determination again.
YES. Thats the way it should be. Without a doubt. I just remembered that I had promised to people that I would do well for my O'levels. People like...
Eugene, Caine, Jerry, Huizyi, Bernard, Meilani, Qin Zhen, Mr. Andrew and others more. ((:I'll make it. I'll strive it out. And when Febuary comes next year, I want to walk out of that auditorium, with the O'levels result slip in my hand, with a smile. Without regrets. ((:
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To understand the heart and mind of a person, look not at what he has already achieved, but at what he aspires to. - Kahlil Gibran
:D
