Wednesday, March 26, 2008
{ 3/26/2008 11:51:00 AM }
Heyy all!
I'm going for poly orientation camp tomorrow morning.
So i better update some things now arh. (:
Life's been rather good. :D
I've been super hungry these many few days. sigh.
Its like, I can get hungry straight after 2 hours or 3 hours. sigh.
Hmmm.
Lets see what i can post up as much i can remember.
Firstly, I am now working at a different venue.
I'm working at subway now.
I really enjoying myself over there. Especially with my favourite and nice asst. manager.
She's so nice and funny.
Really makes my work more enjoyable (:
heh heh.
Secondly, I've just purchased another lappie for my poly course.
Fujitsu. Quite nice :D
Oh well. I still gotta pay for it lar.
Its the least i can do.
Thirdly,
I've got a dog! (:
A jack russell.
Wha lau. Of all dogs i must adopt this one.
Wait. Not me.
My mother did.
He's super hyper, loud, high pitched, irritating nowadays and all.
Sometimes giving my mum and sis lots of stress.
I just hope things get better though. :/
I've still been rather addictive to squash.
It really helped me smash off lots of stress out of me (:
Hee.
I may consider joining squash in poly but I'm such a novice!
(noob!)Okay. Thats about it for now.
I need sleep for my long camp tomorrow! Good night and take care ! :D
{ 3/26/2008 01:32:00 AM }
Heyy all!
I'm going for poly orientation camp tomorrow morning.
So i better update some things now arh. (:
Life's been rather good. :D
I've been super hungry these many few days. sigh.
Its like, I can get hungry straight after 2 hours or 3 hours. sigh.
Hmmm. Lets see what i can post up as much i can remember.
Firstly, I am now working at a different venue.
I'm working at subway now.
I really enjoying myself over there. Especially with my favourite and nice asst. manager.
She's so nice and funny.
Really makes my work more enjoyable (: heh heh.
Secondly, I've just purchased another lappie for my poly course.
Fujitsu.
Quite nice :D Oh well. I still gotta pay for it lar.
Its the least i can do.
Thirdly, I've got a dog! (:
A jack russell.
Wha lau. Of all dogs i must adopt this one.
Wait. Not me.
My mother did.
He's super hyper, loud, high pitched, irritating nowadays and all.
Sometimes giving my mum and sis lots of stress.
I just hope things get better though. :/
I've still been rather addictive to squash.
It really helped me smash off lots of stress out of me (:
Hee.
I may consider joining squash in poly but I'm such a novice!
(noob!)Okay. Thats about it for now.
I need sleep for my long camp tomorrow! Good night and take care ! :D
Sunday, March 23, 2008
{ 3/23/2008 08:52:00 PM }
Happy 4 months anniversary !to
Meilani Hundarto! :D
I hope you liked the Don chicken pie and the musical box! :D
HEE.
Its been 4 months now.
Time passes real fast now.
Thanks for the moments and sorry for the sorrows as well.
I know that i may disappoint you so much but i hope i am able to bring you joy and happiness as well! (:
You've been wonderful for really being patient for enduring my many faults.
But you still accept me and love me for who i am. Many things had happened but you've made my days bitter and yet, sweet at the same time.
Though today was a disaster.... we'll postpone the celebration to another day :D
Dearie mei, thanks for all the moments.
Thank you.
And I love you,
<3
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
{ 3/19/2008 12:34:00 AM }
I figured, that I'm the lousiest boyfriend a girl could have.
I figured, I can't do anything right in a relationship. Including to you.
I figured, I'm always commiting mistakes and more mistakes. Including to you.
I figured, I'm a great disappointment to people. Including to you.
I figured, I'm just a burden to everyone. Including to you.
I figured, I bring more unhappiness than happiness to people. Including to you.
I figured...
that maybe...
...
I should stop breathing on this earth.I want to reflect on my many mistakes.
Mei, I'm truly sorry.
My sorry may not sound the way you thought it should...
But I know to myself that I'm really sorry.
I realized I'm not cherishing things and people around me as much I thought I could.
I know that now you're going to be much busier than me now because of your JC-PW.
So we won't be able to spend much time again.
I know I can't do anything.
I know that I'm not subjected to do anything.
But whatever it is...
You have my whole hearted support.
Whether you think so or not,
I still pray for you and pray that you will be okay and be healthy.
I want to reflect on my many faults.
And hope you would forgive me.
But you dont have to forgive me.
Forgive me for all of my faults and mistakes,
when you think I deserve it.
Take your time.
Dearest Mei, I hope we talk things over.
Be it pleasant or not,
I guess, I will face it.
.
(Dearest God. Dearest Jesus. I hope you guilde me through this. I don't want to crush anyones' feelings anymore. I think... I rather crush my own feelings than crush others. Please grant me the strength I need. Sometimes I have no one to turn to but you. Jesus, lover of my soul.Jesus, I'll never let you go.You've taken me from the miry clay.You've set my feet upon the rock,Now I know.I love you.I need you. Though my world may fall,I'll never let you go.My saviour. My closest friend.I'll worship you until the very end.)
