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"So I'm not moving."

about me.
Aylwin Gan
23.04.1990.
Ngee Ann Poly
ex ACS(BR)
machonacho.tumblr.com

I'm lame. I love Squash.
Has the love for Running
Shoe-addict
Nachos and Mac&Cheese for life

My Dream.
An ordinary person who hopes that one day he could open a cafe of his own. A well-known cafe where it serves great food, being friendly with everyone and making new friends. But hey, can't a guy dream? hahaha


This is my 2nd dream. I want to earn enough money to help the organisations that are fighting against Aids and HIV in Africa. I'll go on a mission trip to Africa and help the people too and I'll show them that there is at least 1 guy out there among the 6 billion people on the earth that cares for them.

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Wednesday, March 19, 2008 { 3/19/2008 12:34:00 AM }

I figured, that I'm the lousiest boyfriend a girl could have.
I figured, I can't do anything right in a relationship. Including to you.
I figured, I'm always commiting mistakes and more mistakes. Including to you.
I figured, I'm a great disappointment to people. Including to you.
I figured, I'm just a burden to everyone. Including to you.
I figured, I bring more unhappiness than happiness to people. Including to you.
I figured...

that maybe...

...

I should stop breathing on this earth.

I want to reflect on my many mistakes.
Mei, I'm truly sorry.
My sorry may not sound the way you thought it should...
But I know to myself that I'm really sorry.
I realized I'm not cherishing things and people around me as much I thought I could.


I know that now you're going to be much busier than me now because of your JC-PW.
So we won't be able to spend much time again.
I know I can't do anything.
I know that I'm not subjected to do anything.
But whatever it is...
You have my whole hearted support.
Whether you think so or not,
I still pray for you and pray that you will be okay and be healthy.

I want to reflect on my many faults.
And hope you would forgive me.
But you dont have to forgive me.
Forgive me for all of my faults and mistakes,
when you think I deserve it.
Take your time.

Dearest Mei, I hope we talk things over.
Be it pleasant or not,
I guess, I will face it.
.
(Dearest God. Dearest Jesus. I hope you guilde me through this. I don't want to crush anyones' feelings anymore. I think... I rather crush my own feelings than crush others. Please grant me the strength I need. Sometimes I have no one to turn to but you.
Jesus, lover of my soul.
Jesus, I'll never let you go.
You've taken me from the miry clay.
You've set my feet upon the rock,
Now I know.
I love you.
I need you.
Though my world may fall,
I'll never let you go.
My saviour. My closest friend.
I'll worship you until the very end.)