And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street

2010-03-20T23:46:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow. This is it. Drunken Flowers. Eugene, Cheryl, Weilin, Nickie, Chin Ping, Fazwan and Aylwin. Is going to give it their all. DRUMZOUT 2010 AUDITIONS. WE WILL DINE IN HELL TOMORROW AT ORCHARD YOUTH PARK. 3.45PM.

I'll never forget this.

An awesome wonderful friend's birthday (:

2010-02-22T00:09:00.003+08:00

This post is for dearest BFF Bernette Koh.

Hi Nettenette ah nettenette.
If you remember from long ago, you said I was your bestest-restest-everest-estest-lestest BFF.
Well, even we're not really talking much as usual anymore... I still think you're the bestest-restest-everest-estest-lestest BFF! :)
Despite the fact I can still be angry or pissed at you at times. But I know its the same for you, being pissed and fed up with me :X

So here's to a JOLLYFUL 19TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU! (:
Enjoy your final year as a TEEN. Unlike me, my days as a teen are numbered.
So anyway, May all your wishes, dreams and blessings come true.
May your days ahead or the year ahead, be filled with utmost joy and happiness. Not only that but filled with good food awaiting for your consumption and you still looking skinny (YOU'RE NOT FAT HOKAY). Hahaha

Take care!
Love you, BFF.

2010-02-15T22:13:00.000+08:00

Gawd damn it.
I think I miss you.
…
Wtf. Who am I kidding.
Of course I do.

2010-02-13T13:15:00.002+08:00

I totally miss clubbing now.
And Imma swear I'll go once before my dreaded 6months attachment.

R.O.A.R.

2010-02-11T00:47:00.001+08:00

Hi to Miss Jooooooo.

I'm really glad I've gotten to know you (:

Hahahaha! (:

2010-02-10T00:31:00.002+08:00

It is fugging impossible to study for AL.

It pisses you off to the max.

It is not possible to understand.

It is probably not even worth it.

WHA KNNBCCB PISSED.

Well, at least there is people like Joooooo :D to make things feel better (:

2010-01-31T23:09:00.003+08:00

Legion.

A waste of money and time.

Not worth it.

Rawr.

Adding on to that...

Engineering Design Module.

The 30% project is MURDERING ME.

How to finish by wednesday -.-

Shop like a girl

2010-01-28T23:20:00.002+08:00

Never in my life

Did I ever need to run in a shopping centre.

Because so that we could visit the other shops before they close.

Jerald and I ran thru from Ion to Wisma, to Taka, to Cine.

Super unglam to the max.

Anyways, I'm just @#$%ing tired and shagged now.

Its been fun. Had a good time shopping.

It has been a long timeeee.

Kiwi

2010-01-25T01:22:00.001+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sdUUx5FdySs

A video worth watching.

A thing of the past

2010-01-23T19:14:00.003+08:00

I miss the old back line. Where we were all once happy and enjoying ourselves.
But too bad its no longer coming back.
Time to move on and adapt.

2010-01-23T00:54:00.000+08:00

Finally got to changed my blog's template.

Its difficult editing the codes.

A make over

2010-01-21T23:45:00.001+08:00

I'm finally back on updating this blog now.

I've been spending a long time on my tumblr. I'm sorry, blogger.

On a happier note,

GUESS WHAT JUST CAME INTO THE MAIL TODAY.

YES.

NEW SHOES :DD

2009-11-09T00:09:00.000+08:00

Guess what.
This blog is on hiatus.
HAHAHA

2009-10-25T15:05:00.002+08:00

just got myself a tumblr account.

i think i'm enjoying myself just using it.

but will still stay faithful to my old blogger.

at least i hope so.

machonacho.tumblr.com

I'm not moving

2009-10-22T00:54:00.006+08:00

THE MAN WHO CAN'T BE MOVED - THE SCRIPT

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you

Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move

Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand

saying, "if you see this girl can you tell her where I am

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand

I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man

I know it makes no sense but what else can I do

How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

Cause If one day you wake up and find your missing me

and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be

Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet

And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street

So I'm not moving,

I'm not moving

Policeman says, "son you can't stay here"

I said, "there's someone I'm waiting for If it's a day, a month, a year"

Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows

If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

Cause If one day you wake up and find your missing me

and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be

Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet

And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street

So I'm not moving,

I'm not moving,

I'm not moving

People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl

There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world

Maybe i'll get famous as the man who can't be moved

Maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news

And you'll come running to the cornercause you'll know it's just for you

Im the man who can't be moved

Cause If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving,
I'm not moving

Cause If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving,
I'm not moving

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you

Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move

----------------------------------

A song that has reflected so much of the past.

Even maybe now?

The man in the song, shows his pure determination and true love for this girl.

How much he's willing to wait for her.

I'm so envious..

The man who can't be moved

2009-10-15T11:11:00.000+08:00

Here I go off to shopping paradise of Bangkok!

Bye world.

i know you want me. you know i want cha

2009-10-10T12:12:00.012+08:00

Butter Factory on Wednesday's night.

To bring weilin, the birthday girl who turned 18 on tuesday to experience clubbing for the first time. Haha

The gang. Chin Ping, Samuel Lee, Cheryl Goh, Jerald Tham, Me, Petrina, Kelly, Jia hui, Weilin and Cheryl Yeong taking this picture.

Me, Samuel Lee and Cheryl Goh. Funny that I'm meeting samuel (who is my primary school friend) after a long time is at a clubbing place. Haha

I have no idea when was this taken.

Yes. I'm grinding Jerald. Freeflowwww drinks baby.

The 18 years plus 1 day old girl, Weilin.

Another Camera. Cheryl Yeong.
Cheryl Goh's eyes. Priceless.

Clubbed till it was closing time. 3am? Hahaha. Slacked outside at one fullenton starbucks.It was blardy stuffy and hawt.

So apparently, Butter Factory was awesome. It was my first time there.

The girls, were definitely hawt. In fact, my kind of babes to oogle at. Nothing more.

Drinks were good. Freeflow of drinks till 1am babyyyy.

Had like, 1 cup of vodka+coke and 5 plus plus cups of vodka+cranberry.

Entry at 10pm, $28 for guys. Ladies free cos its ladies nightttt.

And it was funny when waiting to enter. Jerald forgot to bring his I/C. So he was afraid he couldnt get in. So the guys (we) kept thinking of a plan to showing the bouncer what kind of identification. In the end, all 4 of us will use the ezlink card first. Blahblahblah.

And it did work. HAHAHA. Jerald was damn heng.

So yeah, I find the club really good. But it only has 2 rooms so a little small. 1 room is trance music. The other is RnB music.

I think I prefer this to Zouk. HAHA.

Best thing too is, cab fare to home is less than 10 bucks even with the midnight charge.

Hoping to go back again.

*******

Thursday (8th Oct)

Timbre with Caine and Jerry.

It was Octoberfest!

But at 730pm, it was still so empty.

And there was the emcee going around carrying out activities.

I got dragged into one. ZOMGWTF.

It was an eating competition. One sausage. One (blardystonecoldhardrock) pretzel.

Guess who lost. HAHAHAHA

Can you see the sizes of those other 2 dudes?

I was fighting a losing battle. But they gave an (Erdinger) hat as consolation. Haha

Caine acting cool even when reading the menu.

Jerry wearing my dumbass hat.

The buffalo wings and the jug of Long Island Tea.

Noice.

Stayed for TheGoodfellas live band.

They played awesome songs. (As always)

Started off with "I've got a feeling" by Black Eyed Peas.

"Nobody but you" by Wonder Girls.

"Going home without you" by Maroon5.

"21 Guns" by Green Day.

"AMERICA'S SUITEHEARTS" by FALLOUTBOY. (AW YEAH)

"YOU FOUND ME" by THE FRAY (AW YEAH AGAIN).

"Blind" by Lifehouse (But we've left already).

Good night. Good music.

I've got to stop drinking.

Don't let me go. Don't let me go. Don't let me go

2009-09-29T23:53:00.001+08:00

Okay. Tomorrow is Baracuda Pre-Camp day and then followed by 4 days of Baracuda Camp.
So I'm staying in school for 5days, 4 nights.
And guess what, I'm sick.
Well doneeee.
Good luck, Aylwin.

let me light up the sky

2009-09-28T02:53:00.004+08:00

What a unique day today was.
but tonight, my boyfriend jerald tham accompanied me for the night.
at cathay's b&j. talking guys' stuff.
then a sit outside cathay.
followed by LAN Gaming till 1 in the morning (sunday morning).
then we were @#$%ing hungry.
went to a shop nearby.
ate tau huey, grass jelly and eggtart.

Staying out late for a nonsensical reason is truly an interesting feeling to experience.

it started out with a kiss. how did it end up like this

2009-09-27T02:29:00.007+08:00

I had just piled up a mountain of tissues. Wth.

The running nose is killing me. And tomorrow when i wake up, its gonna be all hard and blocked.

Wha lau. This is super best.

Anyway, on friday night I've met up with Tim and old frend Mr. Andrew. Mr.A drove us all the way to seletar air base's Sunset Grill. Well known for its spicy chicken wings with different levels of spiciness.

We were hungry and therefore decided to order up to dozen level #3 spiciness' chicken wings.
Unlike last time, we suffered with level 5 and level 7.

The ambient environment you'll see when you're dining at Sunset Grill.

I didnt take much pictures though.

Ordered a jug of tiger beer and deep fried button mushrooms (made with beer batter) to get us started.

Extremely delicious.

At the left corner plate, those were the dozen Level 3 chicken wings. Accompanied by a plate of Beef-Ribs.

After the mere fight and sweat with 4 chicken wings (for each person), we order Nacho Chips with 4 different dips to finish it off.

Gentlemen and ladies, it was a wonderful dinner treated by Mr.A. Great food, great ambience, great company followed by the man-to-man conversations :)

All of these vultures have been right outside my door

2009-09-20T02:45:00.002+08:00

So it seems my results were horrible terrible.

Have nothing and no one to blame but myself.

The next semester. I'll promise myself.

I'm tired of disappointing myself time and again.

And memories of the her just wont fucking go away.

gotta getget

2009-09-17T23:44:00.002+08:00

zomgwthwtswtfbbqcopterttm.

Its just tomorrow.

oh my sky. i think i just shit in my pants

Saw the Ghost of Elvis

2009-09-15T00:01:00.002+08:00

Hi people.
Guess whats.
Today was another lousy day :/
Except the morning swim.
And guess whats agains.

This friday. 18th September 2009.
Is results day.
AND..
Its my mama's birthday.

GG.
FML.

2009-09-12T01:28:00.002+08:00

I can't believe I'm not going for Ben&jerry's chunk fest tomorrow.

There isn't anyone free to go with or no one wants to go.

I know it sounds fking stupid and dumb of me to get pissed of not going to the fest

but its i've been wanting to go so much.

ah screw it.

i wanna rant it. and its my problem.

what the f.

if i was invisible

2009-09-11T00:13:00.003+08:00

A dinner out together for Jerry's birthday at Mahanttan Fish Market

Finally 19 years old already

yet never a dull ~~(gay)~~ moment were let past.

still going strong

in my place

2009-09-08T23:45:00.003+08:00

Shisha night after practice. Down at Haji lane

This time is strawberry flavour.

'Nuff said.

Byes.

I'm tired of being alone. So hurry up and get here.

2009-09-06T22:45:00.001+08:00

It was 050909, at around 11:50pm. Coming close to 12midnight(060909)
Then at 1plus in the morning, the surprise came for our dear friend Jerry! (:

Although it wasnt his real birthday date (030909), Caine planned for a surprise for him.

The cake from Sweet Secret

Inside the Barker NPCC Admin Room. Too bad Eugene has to leave earlier before the surprise.

Here's the other present I've planned out and made. Including messages from Caine, Eugene and I. Photos are from past since sec 2.

Happy 19th Birthday Tan Pang Hao, Jerry!

I hope you liked the surprise and ~~(gay)~~ present (:

Fathers, be good to your daughters

2009-08-27T00:33:00.003+08:00

More pictures on the way, from the day the eating gang made a trip to The Line at Shangri-la.

And aylwin got a new toy! After spending his heart-swelling hardearned paycheck.

okay.

i have one last paper on friday and i do not feel like doing it at all. not even in the slightest.
im itching to play the surdo. like now. now!

Only Heart

2009-08-17T01:25:00.003+08:00

A long ago picture. The time from the music in the city gig.

So school has finally ended and comes to the study week before facing for the showdown against my examinations.

Time to buck up, Douchebag.

Someday I'll Fly. Someday I'll Soar

2009-08-13T23:38:00.002+08:00

It has been a while, everyone.
A true long heartburningmindblastingbloodbursting while.
To summarise what i can remember,
Adidas Sundown came to an cruel ending for me.
NDP is over! I'm going to miss Bloco Singapura.
And I'm going to get my own surdo.

During NP Awards Appreciation Dinner

Nothing or not anyone or not any animal or any damn atomic particle can replace that BFF.

Anyways. I finally came to blog was because a sudden strike of sorrow hit me right now.
No doubt about it. That shitty nostalgic feeling is back. Its still @#*%ing haunting me. And she still has no clue of how I feel. What a douche bag you are, aylwin gan. Just can't wait for exams to end and get it done and settle YOU. Its so hurting that I've been avoiding all things that wouldnt remind me of you. In the end, my own mind bring things up. Bet you're enjoying life way better than me. Once again, whadda douche bag you are, Mr Gan.

how to save a live

2009-06-08T23:58:00.002+08:00

game over

physics are killing me and i dont know if i have studied the proper stuff.

so scary.

im panicking.

its an 830 paper tomorrow somemore.

and then there's the maths paper also.

wha basket

chao ji dan.

kaykaykay.

gotta go back and try again.

now, on a hiatus till im back again to fully properly update everything,

till then,

till death do aylwin apart.

2009-05-30T00:24:00.004+08:00

You See: Lights in the Dark. You Hear: Your footsteps, your heartbeat. You Smell: The scent of the fresh night breeze. You Touch: The coolness of the air. You Taste: The nearing victory of completing your run.

NOICE.

All the best to Caine and Aylwin.
Rumour has it that, they may not make it back alive.
So send your early condolences to them in advanced.
but yeah, as if anyone cares about it.

Adidas Sundown 2009. Ultra-Marathon.
FTW.

2009-05-14T23:51:00.002+08:00

The Conrad Maldives Rangali Island

Its amazingly beautiful.

I would love to have my getaway to there, now.

And I just remembered about an embaressing incident last tuesday with bernette, while buying lunch.

-Bernette rustling through her bag for her wallet and soon, i saw a blue packet-

a: eh! whats that!

b: oh. nothing. you dont want to know.

a: nonono. you better tell me -point finger-

b: nono. really. you dont want to know!

a: -5 seconds pause-

a: oh shiitttt.

b: -nods head-

a: shiiiitt. now i know. i am so sorry that i've asked.

well done aylwin gan. well done.

2009-05-12T22:13:00.005+08:00

Due to unforeseen impromptu plans, BFF nettenette and i decided to go to island creamery for some afternoon delight.

while on the way there

my mud pie and her mini baked alaska

taking the first bite

can't stop myself

bernette acting cute xP

mmmm

checking girls out at the photos posted on the wall. hahaha

smile at the camera like the toot you are!

act sexaye

check out her sharp tipped tongue! HAAHAHA! xD

so after the cold sweet delights, we both left for our own plans. I finally got to meet up with my ex-Cartel-colleague whom i've been contacting.

Ate at botak jones near ORchard Cine. mmmm.

Then soon, met up with few BB peeps for a round of l4d nearby.

And yes. that concludes my day.

good bye! (:

i know saint peter won't call my name

2009-05-10T00:19:00.002+08:00

i could only wait.
like i always did.
but ending up being hurt in return.

dream on hayley

2009-05-01T22:52:00.001+08:00

1 more month to go.
looking forward to it.

GG.

we can pray for sunny weather

2009-04-30T22:20:00.002+08:00

Got to meet up with the usual life-disturbing Caine and Jerry for dinner. Haha

We gathered at AMK Hub, grabbed our hungry stomachs and walked to the restaurant.

Ended up having to queue. I hate the word 'queue'. Haha

So till then, we got in.

Suki Sushi

It was a 99cents per plate. That sort.

Here you see are the couples having a little tiff because caine refused to accept a comment Jerry made.

We had our tummies filled and when paying for the bill, caine and jerry surprisingly treated me to the dinner, as my belated bday treat.

Thank you guys (:

So in the end, I treated them back with ...

Anderson's Ice Cream Sundae! Chocolate + Choc Mint + Cookies&Cream.

Caine then wanted to take a ride with the Tasmania.

And so did i

most childish with them around

good night and thanks guys (:

and my feet wont touch the ground

2009-04-23T22:18:00.001+08:00

My 19th birthday was celebrated with family plus my sister's boyfriend.
Carousel, Royal Plaza @ Scotts was my dinner.

I arrived later than them because I've got held up in school, helping out for Baracuda's Namelist of Freshies, having to call every single people.

So I've found myself indulging in the many choices of food offered there (:

Rembering the dishes I've had ;

blue swimming crab (cold)

mud crab (cold)

baby pacific lobster (cold)

sea bass a la normande

pan seared duck with glazed apples, sauce bigarade

traditional chicken rice ball

lamb ossa bucco

lamb sausage

jacob potato

sushi

sashimi

cold soba (which is damn good)

and this is the dessert section. the 1st one only. there are 3 acutally.

bread & butter pudding and apple crumble, both with vanilla cream

grape, marshmallow, strawberry and honeydew dipped in the 5-levels chocolate fountain.

coconut sago passion fruit

manjari mousse

mango mousse

apple chesse tart

caramalised chocolate gateaux

pannacotta cream

raspberry chocolate cream with vanilla cream

And thats all the dessert and food i've attempted.

Over the weekend, got a new watch as a pressie from parents.

i chose this over the fossil one instead.

Anyways, thank you to friends who had wished me. I thank you all for remembering it. I'm grateful and I truly appreciated it.

Sadly, probably the lousiest bday. Hahaha.

It was just another day (:

2009-04-22T22:55:00.001+08:00

It was Earth-Day and Baracuda has done their part by supporting by wearing green! (:

...except for larris

And I'm finally there

2009-04-21T23:58:00.002+08:00

and all the angels they'll be singing alalala

2009-04-20T00:07:00.001+08:00

School starting in a few hours

its the 2nd year now

how time has blast by.

time to snoozie-woozie

live high live mighty live righteously

2009-04-14T22:36:00.004+08:00

i miss running

like mad

especially you and with you

the details in the fabric

2009-04-14T00:36:00.003+08:00

everything will be fine

everything in no time at all

hearts will hold

2009-04-13T00:30:00.002+08:00

i feel your whisper across the sea

2009-04-09T23:32:00.002+08:00

i have never felt so sick in a long time.

i felt so miserable, even at work at robinsons today.

half the time, sucking on robitussin.

i dont even know if i should work tomorrow now -.-

im so whiny now.

rarr.

2009-04-07T23:47:00.000+08:00

Another dosage of The Goodfellas (Aucostic Night) again.

The guy in white is the lead vocalist.

And cheryl was like, he looks f*king hawt when he sings.

but not hawt anymore when he's not.

Still, i like him for his voice.

They played 'You and I Both', 'Blind', 'Lucky', 'Harder to Breathe', 'Sunday Morning' and more.

Especially 'Viva La Vida', with Jerald and I singing out the 'woo-oh-oooh' phrase.

Spoiling the song. haha.

Kay. Nights(:

Diarrhea finally stopped since last sunday but still have minor shitting problems.

@$#%*

The Best Of Us, Can Find Happiness In Misery

2009-04-04T00:34:00.002+08:00

day 5

diarrhea is not showing any resistance of stopping.

someone or something please rescue me.

Dream On Hayley

2009-04-02T23:08:00.002+08:00

day 4

diarrhea is still there.

i dont know if i can keep this up.

i think i'm gonna fall ill.

horsecrap

Once When I Was Little

2009-04-01T23:50:00.000+08:00

sports camp gig

diarrhea has been giving me problems till now since monday.
please let it not be food poisoning again -.-

It cannot wait, I'm yours

2009-03-31T23:57:00.005+08:00

today was a day unexpectedly well spent.

jerald tham and i went dating together and went shoppinggg.

so we met at far east plaza and started walking around.

looked at shoes, looked at tshirts.

patronised the super scary salesmen store.

then we came across this cool shop!

its called ...

the corner shop.
loads of vintage things in there. clothes as well.

continued walking and soon, we were passing by a dress shop.

i was telling jerald that this is bernette's favourite shop.

and speak of the d.

she was inside with her mum.

cool sheet.

so we said hi and all.

then finally, jerald and i made our first purchase at ...

Collage (:

after strolling more, we had the (little) chicken rice for late lunch.

but before leaving far east,

jerald was deciding whether to buy a bag from Revoltage.

I totally liked the bag too but I guess i didnt have the funding. haha.

so we left to paragon first.

then to cine.

He finally decided to buy the nice haversack!

and then to the Cathay.

Guess where we scoot to?

Ben&Jerry's.

Jerald jizzed in his pants too xP

But woo.

We talked and talked and talked.

He was supposed to send a friend off at the airport but decided not to, in the end.

Guess where we decided to go, since its tuesday!

Timbre at Substation.

The Goodfellas goes Aucostic tonight!

No duck pizza this time.
Its Buffalo Chicken Pizza.
And for the first time, no drinks (:

My date today with Jerald Tham was noice. haha.

Man, so fag -.-

please don't stop the rain

2009-03-31T00:17:00.004+08:00

Nothing exciting today except during practice,

Jerald and I wore like the same clothings.
a big coincidence.
Black v-tee, gray berms and flipflops.
So gay
Haha

You're a classic like a little black dress

2009-03-29T22:01:00.000+08:00

Baracuda Camp 240309 - 270309

Day No. 1

gathering at the staircase at 12plus.

ayl: 'Smile like the mother--ker you are!'

Jerald: 'YEAHHH'

Yingxin da vice-president.

band's slut and band's bimbo

attack of the pringles-monster

pet digging her nosey

after throwing down the blue mats for sleeping. it was time to head for dinner.

but before dinner..

a month-early birthday surprise by the band for joanne and me with this oreo cheesecake!

i was lucky that there weren't any bday saboes. after allllll the previous few saboes were planned by me xP

yea, i share the same birthday with her. sadly. hah.

while others were waiting for the cake.

Fazwan, the president.

jerald, looking ah-pek.

Eugene paid us a visit to our camp

ahmad

karwei

And down to Al-Ahmeem for dinner at 9plus.

walking back to school. nette insisted on a camwhore moment.

cheryl making use of my camera

back to the room, to continue the making of our song

which then lasted till about 3am.

then off to shower. we saw a pair of cockroaches mating.

fazwan wanted to burn them but to no success.

so he started scolding them for being so horny.

Day No. 2

Everyone woke up except fazwan and i.

and so jerald took the liberty to go on top of me and began horny actions with me.

and faz joined in. giving my crotch horror.

so finally woke up for breakfast.

after my breakfast, we practised through our usual songs

the microphone and amp were set up!

thats faz talking nonsense to everyone.

So yeah, apparently, the 3 of us bitches didnt pay attention.

After that was lunch at 3-4pm.

but Faz and i got locked into the room, thanks to Weilin.

So while waiting for rescue,

both of us started playing with the mikes and recorded everything on my little camera.

finally larris came with the key and rescued us. finally headed to lunch at the makan place.

back at the room to continue making of the song at evening

during breaks

a little fat fairy flew into the room and managed to capture a shot of it

a totally bad picture.

then dinner at Al-Ahzar. -.-

back to continue song and sleeping time.

4am, time check. and so, others were sleeping...

...while some aren't.

the team gathers at the female toilet before commencement

The surdo bass player, agogo bell player and the tamborim player.

snare drum, leading player, 2 surdo bass and the shaker.

And the plan began at 5am!

The jamming woke everyone.

Nice feeling though.

And back to sleep after 45mins later, a security guard came.

Soon, I bathed and went to surprised Ger before she headed to school nearby.

Slept at 7, waking at 1pm.

Day No. 3

No pictures taken much but song was finally done!

at night, larris wanted to catch me in the act at the toilet but

failure. (:

dinner at Al-Ahzar again. -.-

We bought 12 cans of heineiken beer before heading back to school.

Should have used the chance to get drunk.

oh wells.

Day No. 4

No pictures. I left at 1245 for dental.

Wasnt able to help to clean up.

damn.
Break camp then!

Headed home, but instead of resting, i went to find jerry and caine at barker.

i was intending to know what was the story bout jerry.

i'm glad and happy for him.

smooth (:

gay moments arise.

Jerry couldnt join us so I had dinner with caine.

A craving that has been satisfied.

Another side note, on the first night of the camp, Fazwan and i had been 'kena'.
So did shawn and faiz.
lucky we talked about it after the encounters.
damn.

Tata all.

I wanna scream I love you from the top of my lungs

2009-03-28T22:08:00.005+08:00

Back from BB camp yesterday.

But I am still so tired to upload the pictures here yet.

And I feel super jet-lagged from the camp.

The body clock or my mind-clock is kind of haywired. Hahaha.

Rarr.

Another gig at Kovan tomorrow for some minister visit.

At 7am.

Oh my tian :'(

But oh yeah.

I'm happy for you, Jerry! :D

Congrats, my dearest brother.

So you're not gay after all :P

Looking forward to the meeting (:

I've Got Troubled Thoughts, And A Self-Esteem To Match. What A Catch

2009-03-23T23:59:00.004+08:00

What a catch .... What a catch ...

The Duck Pizza again.

Da Boozes

My 'The Arts House'.

Caine's 'Cosmopolitan'.

Jerry's 'Appletini'.

BB Camp starts in less than 12 hours.

And I think I'm short of underwear.

Funtarsticcc.

2009-03-22T23:13:00.002+08:00

So last night I went to Indochine to keep things off mah little mind.

In order to blog about this, let my new friend do the talking x)

And now let the pictures speak the thousands and hundreds of words.

I ordered this. An Indochine Signature cocktail, Frosted Jade. Worth trying.

A small bar which is uber cold, everything is ice inside and serves only a special Vodka shots.

Cost $40 for 3 shots, apparently.

Just enduring our poor guts inside the room to get a picture taken.

Thats all. I feel like a dead duck from work today.

Good night.

2009-03-22T01:54:00.005+08:00

Frosted Jade

Is this considered putting my holidays to good use?

So anyway, I wanted to blog about a dream I had 2 nights ago.
It was a nightmare, in fact.
The last recent one was I dreamt my mum passed away.
It felt so real. My shit.
Then the recent one now,
I saw a kid who was standing on a side of a railway train tracks.
Then he started waving byebye to me.
And BUMP.
The train ran over the kid from behind.
The wheels at the side, to be exact.
I then saw red patches at the same spot the kid was standing.
But I didnt see the body, thank goodness.
But no thanks again,
Because the dream suddenly continued the same scenario but it was a girl this time.
Same exact sceneplay.
DAMN.
I think it was super terrfiying.

Must've been those Calbee potato chips and 100plus before I slept.

2009-03-21T01:24:00.003+08:00

I have not seen so much emotions poured out in one day.
Maybe I have, but how long has that been?

Not only emotions, but piercing words as well.

Harsh realities.

Life is so full of nonsense at times.

Frankly, I wasn't expecting something like this to happen today.

20th March 2009.

What a tiresome day.

What will be of next, for the band?

2009-03-19T23:08:00.001+08:00

Oh joy.

Results are out tomorrow.

I just remembered.

I should sleep it off, like now.

I'm so exhausted from work.

Nights

2009-03-18T23:38:00.003+08:00

Hasn't been a night I wouldn't think of you before I sleep.

I want to sing it to you, one day.

From my heart.

2009-03-16T23:54:00.020+08:00

So I was asked if I felt dumber after hanging out with Bernette. And I said Yes. I do.

And I made nettenette, dearest nettenette sad today. I totally made her sadddddddddd.
'PIANG-PIANG-PIANG!!!!!!'. Her heart broke :(

Yes, she really made that glass-breaking sound.

It was another epic moment, once again. x)

2 Weeks Old Pictures;
8th March 2009 Sunday (2 Weeks ago)

The lunch with longed-missed Christabel Ng!

She came back to visit Singapore for the weekend. Good to see her since December:)

Timothy, Chrsitabel, Me and Kuan Chin.

Mr Andrew! Here's Christabel! :)

Then at night, Baracuda had a gathering and party for Julian at his house. I bought this super nice Greek White Wine for the party. The taste was sweet, it tasted like lychee. When Jerald and I got caught having a scandal. So we start posing
I caught Bernette hogging/hugging/humping the pillar.

Played squash with yingxin for 2 hours before Baracuda practice today.
It was a good exercise. Felt good.
Waiting to whack my racket again.
BUT I LOST MY SQUASH BALL AGAIN.
SIGH :(

2009-03-15T00:25:00.002+08:00

So the cremation was this morning.
I paid my last respect before the casket was moved to mandai.
I saw the body for the last time.
In honest words, I felt the peace within her.
I was so glad that she looked so peaceful.
And I finally cried after I walked away.

Followed the casket till Mandai.
There was the service for all friends and family to give their last bow for her.
Then came, the cremation.
At the viewing hall, I cried damn badly.
Especially when the sisters of my grandauntie's casket was being moved to the fire, they said 'Bye-Bye'.
Oh f.

I admired my granduncle, the husband of my deceased grandaunt.
He didnt cry after he saw the body for the last time.
He only shed his few tears after the casket was finally being cremated.
He was indefinitely strong.
He was prepared. But I would never match up to his strength.
And we promise we will take care of him.

On a lighter note,
I played Shaker for performance for the first time today.
I think I've really made a fool of myself.
Hah.

Kay. I will leave this to another time.
Good night.

2009-03-12T11:40:00.000+08:00

Came back from a NightVisit to one of my grandauntie.
Her suffering and her battle against her lung cancer has finally come to an end.
As much I didnt want to see her go, I very much preferred not wanting her to see her in pain.
Especially in all those medical machinery attached to parts of her body.
Especially on a Chinese New Year.

She has to eat and breathe through a tube.
She became partially blind.
She even has memory loss. She couldnt remember names or recognise people anymore. Even for a few seconds.
When my mother called me 2 nights ago, she said she has now passed away.
I totally went 'shit' in response.

Looking back at last year's post, 2008. August 26th.
She's been fighting it for so long.
Its good that she made it past Chinese New Year this year. It was my last time seeing her for the Chinese New Year.
Its just so ... weird.
Every year since young, going to her house for lunch on the 2nd day of Chinese New Year. She was happy, talking cheerfully and all.
Till last year, suddenly seeing her so down. So fragile. So aged. Close to a vegetable stage.
What the f.
Its painful to see her like that, I swear.
Its hurting. Damn.
It hurts so much.

It then now brings me back to 2 dates few years ago.
Eugene's / Bean's loss of his grandfather.
Squadmate Andrew's loss of his only parent. During O'levels.
I admire these people. They've gone through a difficult moment.
Nonetheless, they were strong to face it.
I'm not ready to face it myself.
I dont know if I'm even strong enough.
Its just so scary.

Now. I'm just loss for much to say anymore.
I dont know if i'm making sense.
I just want to unload all of these from my head.

Well.
I should stop now.
So much has come and go.
I want to talk to someone.
Hah.
Right.

Its been a long day.
Good night.

Farewell, 'Ng Koo Po'.

From much loves, your family and friends.

2009-03-11T23:06:00.002+08:00

I'm happy for you, bernette :)

I'm so lazy to upload pictures from sunday.
I'm so moody to go work tomorrow.
Can't wait for next week. At least then I have Faz around.

ohjoyimissyoukaybye.

2009-03-07T23:59:00.004+08:00

So ..

It has been light years since I did something like this.

No. Not my room.

2009-03-06T23:51:00.015+08:00

Thank you Bernette for listening to my
terrible rant, vent of anger, frustration, vulgarities, gibberish, hatred, angsty, screams, cry of confusion over the matter and sadness and of course, my moment of breaking down.
For the past half hour or so.
I'm sorry though.
But thank you :)
and of course she doesnt know. she's wols :)

2009-03-06T23:22:00.002+08:00

Its painful but yet, I bear its suffering.
Its confusing but yet, I choose to stand by it.
It isn't clear but yet, I fight till now and still pushing by myself to find it.
So why do I feel like I'm being played?
Nothing's for certain.
Everything is full of what-ifs.
@#$%

2009-03-05T22:58:00.003+08:00

Its called 'The Crazy Carribbean Holiday'.
Description was 'Rum Rum Rum and Pineapple!'.

Once again, it was at SMU, The Loft Below. Owned by Jerry's friend.

The picture quality sucks.

I need a camera.

NOW.

2009-03-02T23:56:00.000+08:00

It was a good day that ended badly with angsty.

I think I deserve to get these sian feeling moments.

2009-03-01T21:45:00.006+08:00

Baracuda Batucada At Zouk, R.S.V.P Event

organised by Ngee Ann Polytechnic

I had to wear pink. Feels so wrong.

Lastly, can you believe this person is my BFF? -.-

Once again, another epic face. Hahaha xD

I like to stress yesterday Zouk's gig, performance-wise was satisfactory for us. BUT it sucked because of the time wasted having to wait in the holidng room. Then after performance, there was rain. So we face difficulties making our way to the bus, back to school placing back instruments back to the storeroom. Then back to Zouk again. Waiting for the event committee to come pay the busdriver.Waited. Then FINALLY, we had our dinner at the god-foresaken timing at 11pm.

After dinner, rushed back to Zouk and hung with the remaining few of us. Jerald ordered a jug of Long island Tea (which costs $70) for of us to share. Then down to da dancing floor.

I walked back home, reaching at a recordbreaking of 2 in the morning.

Long day.

But the night could have ended off nicer in another way :)

2009-03-01T21:12:00.002+08:00

So I came across this duathlon race registration site.
I showed it to Caine and he quoted out one of the rule.

"1. No form of locomotion other than running, walking or crawling is permitted"

Its damn cute. I couldn't stop laughing. I've never seen such a rule/regulation before.
I wonder if I should sign up for it.

Naahhh. Another time :)

2009-03-01T15:14:00.002+08:00

I CANT GO RUNNING WITH A DAMAGED EARPIECE.

Time to rush out and buy one right now!
Finally after 3 years.

2009-02-27T00:10:00.000+08:00

You know what ?

Sigh.

2009-02-23T21:07:00.001+08:00

I'm scared now. But I've overcome most of the fear.

However, still scared.

Its electricity tomorrow.

I ~~want~~ need a panadol and a backrub.

2009-02-21T22:53:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO BFF BERNETTE KOH !

MAY ALL YOUR WISHES, DREAMS AND BLESSINGS COME TRUE!

YOU'RE FINALLY LEGAL. YOU CAN DRINK. YOU CAN DRIVE. BUT CANNOT DRINK DRIVE.

Haha.

Nette Nette Ah Nette Nette.

Thanks for being the Bestest-Restest-Esstest-Westest-Lestest-Festest-Zestest-Ever BFF ! :DD

Thanks for all you've helped/been there/listened to and so on for me.

But you still owe me one more thinggg :D

(After that loud-boomy smack you gave me).

Hahaha!

Can't wait for you to come back!

We totally miss you!

Zouk Gig :D

XOXO,

Win Win Ah Win Win.

2009-02-20T22:26:00.001+08:00

Had a lousy bad dinner today.

But I had a good company :))

Thanks so much! :)

Imma happy guy today then! :D

2009-02-18T20:07:00.003+08:00

Enough Said.
You people know what to do and so forth!

Yes. Baracuda Batucada is gonna be there to perform for you pip-sqeeks! :D

More information here! : http://reallysuperverbalparty.blogspot.com/

2009-02-17T20:40:00.003+08:00

The fear of having not enough fear.
Go figure that out.
Caine thought of it first.
And then when I saw it, I realised I'm in the same situation as him.
We need to find a way real real soon.

So after AECAD Final Test AT 9.AM IN DA MORNING, I rushed down to Novena to meet Caine at Mcds to mug together. We had some talks eventually. More like we had some self-desirable questions to ask each other.
Wait. That sounded incorrect.
Never mind. Hahaha.
So we mugged and I'm grateful to Caine for helping me through my electricity work.
So thank you, Caine (:

Came home and snoozed away to lala land within seconds.

AND ITS @#$%ING HUMID LIKE 99215879347765718791836578427486598472875928 DEGREE C. TODAY.
Right, Ger? HAHAHAHA.
-.-
Level 50 is a friend. Not an enemy. A friend. Not an enemy. A friend. Not an enemy.
pffftt.
Tata now xD

2009-02-15T00:42:00.008+08:00

So about last thursday post.
About the thing that I was studying at Bernette's house?
I LIED xP

I was baking!

The start. See that lusicious looking pizza at the corner? HAHA. MMMM

The cut-up butter, left to melt.

After mixing the first few ingredients.

The dough being placed before it hits the hot oven.

BERNETTE TRYING TO STEAL THE COOKIE DOUGH. Epic face, once again xD

The first half of my batch. The cookies were damn huge -.-

The 2nd batch in the oven

Check out the face. Reminds you of the QOO drink, doesnt it?

And another...

And another.

CAN YOU SPOT THE HIDDEN MICKEY? *Background theme music*

And I get to see bernette's dog like finally!

Cute little wittle Hershey :D

---

HAPPY ST. VALENTINES DAY!

Today was damn boring in the afternoon.

Doing work. What the hell lar! -.-

At night, met up with group of ex-barker friends for a short dinner and ditched them for bernette's bar! Yingxin and Petrina (Having each other as their vday date), met up with me before heading to the bar. Then Fazwan and his girlfriend came along! Followed by Larris and Weilin. And Cheryl came too! Hahaha. It was a great fun night at the bar indeed. :)

Thank you Faz and his girlfriend especially whom she had drove me home. :D

And yes. Surprise surprise to that woman, Ger Lee. HAHAHA.

Happy st.valentines day to you.

Thanks for that small mini yellow thingy. Haha! (:

2009-02-13T22:39:00.003+08:00

So it is the eve of St. Valentines Day today.
Today after school, (after my hectic panic rush of 2 hours of printing my work), I waited for Caine and we both headed down to Barker.

Its been ages since I've stepped foot in there.
And the first teacher I happened to bump was unexpectedly my former form teacher in sec 5, Mr Lai. And I thought I was told he had become a pastor after he had taken a break as a teacher in barker. And now, he's back again. Hahaha. We caught up for a while and soon, bid goodbye.

So I went to find Caine and we slacked in the old NPCC admin room. Apparently, I dozed off due to my poor tired eyelids.
I slept through 2 hours or so, just sitting on a chair.
Never done that before. Hahaha.

Soon, after the NPCC parade ended and the debrief, Caine and I headed to orchard to wait for dear Jerry Tan to arrive. While waiting, we walked around and soon ended up in muji. Caine and I shared to buy the mini crispy noodles. Hahaha.
We've fallen into the temptation of junk food once again.

Walked to taka Mcds. Jerry finally arrived. Ate dinner and talked. Apparently, there was an update by Jerry. Haha.
After dinner, Jerry and Caine went to buy chocolates (Royce Chocolates, mind you people) xD Haha. Then we were telling Jerry to get a flower as well. (Because he was going to meet someone later). He was scared. He was worried. He didnt know whether to buy a sunflower or not. And after a long tiresome debate, he bought one. BUT he felt he made a wrong move. So he panicked all once more again. Poor thing. I think I feel his stress.

Walking around orchard tonight was full of sights. Girls and guys selling roses for the V day tomorrow. Couples strolling and walking here and there. So it was crowded. And thats the tip of iceburg. Hahaha.

OH JOY. GUESS WHO JUST CAME ONLINE. NO I'M NOT TELLING YOU PEOPLE THAT IT IS JERRY TAN xD

2009-02-12T23:24:00.002+08:00

Went over to BFF Bernette's place to study.
She's got a niceeeee house.
Her dog was totally hairy, which is cute.

So studied studied studied.
Then headed down to orchard because bernette has piano so I left.
Reached orchard and met up with that woman, geraldine lee.
We combed a lot of places so that she could fulfil her shopping list for vday. Haha.
She was being irritating as usual. But so was i. Hahaha.
It takes a lot of skill to handle a person like her.
Tsk.
Oh well. Takes one to know one xP

ZOMG. I'm gonna sleep like RIGHT NOW.
Its one a.m plus now.
And it seems that BFF is feeling really happy.
I'm happy for her too then. :)

2009-02-10T20:47:00.003+08:00

Last night was a dumb night.
I got myself in a 'SHITTY' situation.
Yes. I really meant it.
Shit happens luh.
Pissed me off.
Haha.

Well. But at least the toilet is finally fixed now. (Thank gawd).

I will update more on this gig another time.

Spot the micro head of someone.
HAHAHA!
xD

2009-02-08T21:19:00.001+08:00

So i went running today.
My first run for this year.
I felt damn fat.
I ran 10.160km according to the google earth distance calculator.

Wow.
So fun.

But it had some light drizzle.
Very nice indeed :)

2009-02-08T04:13:00.002+08:00

Its 4 plus in the morning now.
Time to get some things done.
@%#$*

I just remembered.

SOME SLIPPER DROPPER HAS SOME APOLOGISING TO DO TO MY HAVIANIAS.

2009-02-05T03:03:00.002+08:00

Its 3 in the morning!

So much more things to be done.

Funtarstic.

2009-02-05T00:41:00.002+08:00

The shithole week.

Wow.

The time of my life.

damn shithole week.

and you're still hanging around next week again.

2009-02-03T00:06:00.003+08:00

Those who finally knew it today, Bernette, Jerald, Yingxin, Shawn, Joanne, Petrina and a few others?
Hahaha

Yes. Pink with yellow chicks wearing shades on it.
I've evolved to a higher level of manhood.

Manhood: +10 points.
Manhood Security: -20 points.

Yes. I felt rather insecured for the whole day.

Speaking of feelings for the day,
felt shitty after class ended early today at 3.
Glad that faz and yingxin were around to share the video.
Definitely brighten up our mood. Haha
That till we got hungry.

Other than that, PRACTICE TODAY SUCKED.
Practice with the magnum force.
Some person just acting big and all.
Scolding us for trivial things?
Ah %@*# you.

Gawd.
That feels slightly better.
Now I'm off to bed.

And I WANT MY NEW SLIPPERS, LIKE NOW. -.-

2009-01-31T23:57:00.003+08:00

I am super tried. TTM.
I have 2 things to say before I go to bed right now.

1 - Real man wear pink. So far only Faz and Cheryl knows why, for now.
2 - I am crazy over Pedro shoes right now. More like in love with it. So gay. I know.

okay. I'm off to my bed.
tata.

2009-01-30T22:52:00.003+08:00

Heartbreaking. Heartburning. Heartpain.
Ouch. Ow.
It will be mine and caine's secret. Till that day.

I should work during sem break, get a good camera, then convert this blog to a photo-blog.
Yes. I should plan on doing that.

2009-01-29T22:30:00.003+08:00

Third post already.

He win already lar.
Level 50 has took the lead.
Level 5 has fallen.

@#*%!
I think I deserve feeling this shit.
@#*%!
Angsty is back.
@#*%.

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2009-01-29T20:34:00.002+08:00

The friend of her is like level 50. and i'm level 5.
So ain't I the noob one, right now?

its just NOT my day today.

ah @#*% la.

2009-01-29T16:32:00.001+08:00

I
Feel
Fucking
Sian.

I want to go orchard. but not anymore.
I dont want to go home now as well.

Hate this feeling now.

Feel like screaming. -.-
Feel like crying.

oh zomgwtfbbq.

2009-01-28T23:22:00.001+08:00

One year has already passed.

From Drop Box

Just like last year feb's post.

Get well real soon, Geraldine! Hope the pain and the suffering goes away (:
Take care!

Be back soon.

2009-01-25T22:46:00.002+08:00

Happy chinese new year!

May You and I be able to finish up homework during these 2 holidays.

Dearest Yu-Sheng and cny goodies.
GUESS WHO'S BACK TO EAT YOU ALL UP.

:)

2009-01-22T23:07:00.003+08:00

Monday 19th Jan 2009

Happy 18th birthday, Lin Yingxin!

May all your wishes, dreams and blessings come true! :D
You're finally legal and able to drink plus to drive! But do not drink drive x)
But I apologise for not being there for the celebration with the BB people, thanks to my volleyball interclass attachment. Heard you had to eat up the watermelon with nutella and whip cream. (MMMMM). You told me you liked it anyway xD Hah. Plus that vibrating gift the girls got you. Cheeky.

So today I had to make my way down to school by 745 in the damn morning, in order to conduct our ground research for my CATS project. It was torture to my body indeed. So after the long 2 hours of research, lunch, CATS lessons, I made my way to the clubhouse.
As being UNUSUALLY un-guai (not a good boy) for today, I've decided to pon my last lesson of S&W Volleyball class of the semester. Instead, I'm going to go orchard to get my shopping done.

While waiting for yingxin to come, I indulged myself to some zombie-killing-spree. And she came sooner than I thought. Instead of leaving to orchard, we played CS together for a while. Hah. Just the 2 of us against 8 bots. Damn fun. She was good uh x)

So finally we left and bus-ed down to orchard, with far east plaza as our first stop.
Walked around to find shoes but it was fruitless. It was way too beng.
Went to Wisma soon after. Yingxin wanted to go inside Forever21 to see but she used me as an excuse instead, saying that it was me that wants to go inside and not her. So unwilling to admit it, she walked in and saw some vests to try. At the end, she will buy from there as a last resort. So my turn came, I went to BettleBug and Pedro. Prices were a little heaven high. So walked to taka. Zara still had that shoes I've loved but I didnt have enough money to get it. Even Yingxin said it was nice. AH WELLS.
Then we were too hungry and decided to have dinner. ~~Stupid~~ Yingxin was craving western food so we went to botak jones. Botak burger is nice x)
Faz came over from school. Yingxin left. Faz and I walked around again, to paragon and back to wisma. I finally chose Pedro. Haha. Never ever shop for dress-shoes in shorts and slippers -.-''

Hung out and talked with him a little while more and than back home. What a day. -.-

Thanks yingxin for accompanying me anyway! (: Thanks faz bearing my long-winded decision when shopping :P

2009-01-18T16:48:00.002+08:00

Here I am.
In school.
On a Sunday.
In the clubhouse.
Supposedly to study for my maths.
But ended up sleeping from 230 to 4.

I'm doomed.
zomgwtfbbq.

2009-01-17T02:06:00.003+08:00

My dosage of the day/night: Pineapple Lagoon.

I $%#ing hate you.
@#$%ing question 3.
Question 3 was a bitch. I hate you TTM.
What a @#$*ed up paper you were.
I ^%$ing hate you once again.
I went kind of crazy as well because of you.
You BITCH.
THANKS.

===
Good thing I was able to go get a drink after the paper, which ended at 730pm in the evening.
I was really in a moody foul mood.
Rushed down to meet up with Caine and Jerry.
Had dinner and made our way to timbre.
But timbre was packed so we decided to go to Jerry's friend's bar in SMU.
I enjoyed my time there with my Pineapple Lagoon.
Played the guitar hero III with Caine.
Pooled till they had to close for the night.

It was very quiet on a friday night.
I now know this place is good to chill out as well.

Now, I have to sleep.
Performance starts in less than 12 hours now.

I feel better already (:

Nights.

2009-01-16T11:13:00.002+08:00

give me a gun.
I think I want to shoot myself in the head already.
Put one bullet in my brain.

At least then the world has one less person to care and take care of. x)

2009-01-13T20:03:00.002+08:00

Ngee Ann's open house was wickedly exhausting.
Saturday was the most packed of them all.
And we never felt so sick of our songs for the first time.
Hahaha.
Especially 'Indiegay' and 'Tribal Gear'.
However, it is without fail that 'My Everlasting' is one of the most funnest of them all. Because of the headbangs x)
Saturday had tons of potential chicks and hunks. Hahaha. I mean, I don't care x)
AND THE BEST PART IS...
WE DIDN'T TAKE ANY PICTURES AT ALL FOR THE PAST 3 DAYS OF OURSELVES.
Genius.
Anyway, well done to Fazwan and Yingxin on their first time leading the band as the new president and vice-president. Looking forward to the other performances with you 2 in lead.

So there wasn't practice yesterday as the president wanted us to rest. Instead, we hung out around in school. We ate dinner and then to my school's Halo Bar. Tempted by the menu of drinks, Shawn, Jerald and I each ended up having a glass of beer. People whom I won't disclosed, ordered a good sweet cocktail. It was nice, RIGHT BERNETTE AND YINGXIN? (oops) x)
Charles bought this strawberry wine from cold storage. Uber-nice. I kind of got high and just laughed a lot. Disturbing, I know.
What a day it was. The strong constant breezes were definitely bonus points for allowing us to relax ourselves even better.

till then, tata! x)

2009-01-09T23:22:00.000+08:00

why the shit am i shivering so badly right now

2009-01-08T00:35:00.002+08:00

time moves like a darn snail for the first 3 days after school has re-opened for me.
3rd day only.
I feel the stress already.

fortunately, my common test results were okay.
holy crap. I PASSED MY ELECTRICITY PAPER.
I can't believe it.
ALL THAT WORRYING AND PANICKING AND RAISE IN BLOOD PRESSURE DURING THE 3 WEEKS BREAK WERE WORTH IT.

okay. I'm done with that topic.

NgeeAnn Poly Open-House starts tomorrow, last day on saturday.
Performances are packed for the first day.
And I cant be there for most of it.
No thanks to my worthless unnecessary time-wasting 'Inter-disciplinary Studies' modules.

On a better and lighter note;
BFF nettenette gave me a unexpectedly-sweet christmas pressie! I gave her a card and a book, The lucky one by nicholas sparks. His latest released novel currently. And she got me, 2 nicholas sparks novels in return plus 1 card. And it was 'True Believer' and 'Message in a bottle'. Zomg. Message in the bottle! Been wanting to read this title. So its my turn to say THANKS NETTENETTE, YOU'RE THE BESTESTRESTEST TOO. :DD
and you are sharing the True Believer with me, because I dont want 2 books. I feel bad :P

Kay. I've said enough for now.
I must proceed on with my %$#@! research.