Thursday, December 21, 2006
{ 12/21/2006 11:28:00 AM }
I THINK GOD CAN EXPLAINBy: Splender
There's a lot of things I understand
And there's a lot of things that
I don't want to know
But you're the only face I recognizeI
t's so damn sweet of you
to look me in the eyes
It's alright, I'm O.K.
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get caried away
It's alright, I'm O.K.
I think God can explain
I'm relieved I'm relaxed
I'll get over it yet
The sent of vasoline
in the summertime
The feel of an icecube
Melting overtime
The world seems bigger
Than both of us
Yet it seems so small
when I begin to cry
It's alright, I'm O.K.
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get caried away
It's alright, I'm O.K.
I think God can explain
I'm relieved I'm relaxed
I'll get over it yet
I'm so much better than you guessed
I'm so much bigger than you guessed
I'm so much brighter than you guessed
It's alright, I'm O.K.
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get caried away
It's alright, I'm O.K.
I think God can explain
I'm relieved I'm relaxed
I'll get over it yet
I think God can explain
I think God can explain
I think God can explain
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Cooro, you promised. We will make it. For us.
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
{ 12/20/2006 10:48:00 PM }
Day 2 so far.
Went to school and prayed outside the church.
I prayed hard and left my soul in my prayer.
I think I'm going back there again tomorrow before going over to fergus house.
I'm still not giving up.
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
{ 12/19/2006 07:13:00 PM }
took some time to get to sleep last night.
met eugene, caine and jerry for breakfast.
went to eugene's house to check out what movie we could watch.
played cards.
then caine, jerry and me went to plaza sing for the movie.
Happy Feet movie.
Boy. Overall kinda stupid but at least some parts are cute. Like...
the AMIGO-ES!Now back.
Want to thank Caine, jerry and eugene probably for the support and trying to make me cheer up for the better. Thank you so much. Wouldn't really know what would I be without you guys till today.
Heavy rain. Been walking under the rain for the whole day.
I don't know. Drowns part of my sorrow down unto the ground. Don't care if I get sick. It won't matter.
I'm not giving up.
Monday, December 18, 2006
{ 12/18/2006 10:22:00 PM }
If I knew this was to happen... I would have rather have myself killed in the earthquake back at chiang mai last week.
But no.
I promise to stay strong. For
you. For
us.
I don't know how long I can last but I'll last till the last of the time.
I will pray hard everyday.
I will work hard.
I will understand.
I will one day, know what is the best for us.
I will... stay strong.
But... why am I still crying as I type?
Why can't I hold them back?
I want to stop but the more I want it to stop, the more it flows out.
Time.
Time will tell. Its a matter of time.
Patience.
Patience is a virtue. It would benefit me in the future. I hope.
Love.
Not just about feelings, not just about having to be in a relationship.
Its also about making sacrifices sometime... for the better.
Caine's right. Changes. The only constant thing in the world are changes. Treasure what you can have now. But I find it might be too late now. Or there might be still a chance.
My head feels like exploding. The more I want to stop thinking about it, I think about it even more eventually. I really hope this is not what it meant of moving on in life. Because I'm tired of having these kind of things again. So tired...
Is this a test? A test set by God? For the both of us?
Maybe. And I thought that putting us away from each other overseas, is already bad enough.
Now...its another one.
And you know what?
I'll give it my best to ace this test.
Cooro, I don't know if you're reading this but I doubt you are.
I promise what you asked.. Okay?
Yes. I'm still crying but I'll be alright.
I'm praying hard. For the best.
And Lord... gimme strength. To get by this. I really must get pass this stage. This test. This period.
Please....
Please...Please......
I feel so weak now.
Sunday, December 17, 2006
{ 12/17/2006 10:33:00 PM }
Shake shake tremble shake tremble tremble...TOMORROW AT 2PM IS N-LEVELS RESULT.
AURGH. My heart beats super fast at just thinking about it.
Sigh. Super scared. thats what i'm feeling now.
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Im back from chiang mai / bangkok! :D
Home sweet home.
-
Now... on the sadder note.
Things seemed... scary now.
What I know now is... I dont want to lose her. I don't want to lose
YOU.
Please... please. I'm just so scared now. I don't want anything terrible now.
and yes. I'm close to tears but I'm holding it back.
Haix.
And today marks the 100th day since we met each other. Like you mentioned.
Saturday, December 02, 2006
{ 12/02/2006 07:19:00 PM }
You Know My Name - Chris Cornell
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VqN0av2XdXk
DANG. I wasnt able to upload the video of the song. Anyway, its the song of the Casino Royale 007. I didn't know there was a music video for it. Haha. And Caine and me love this song. Only when it was played during the movie, it was kinda off point with those animation. Hahaha!
Enjoy!
Friday, December 01, 2006
{ 12/01/2006 11:09:00 PM }
HEY YA! - OUTKAST[Intro]One two three go!
[Verse One - Andre 3000]
My baby don't mess around
Because she loves me so
And this I know fo shooo..Uh, But does she really wanna
But can't stand to see me
Walk ou the dooo..
Don't try to fight the feelin'
Because the thought alone is killing me right nooww..
Uh, thank god for mom and dad
For sticking through together
'Cause we don't know hooowww...UH!
[Chorus]
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa..
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa..
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa..
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa..
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa..
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa..
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa..
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa..
[Verse Two - Andre 3000]
You think you've got it
Ohh, you think you've go it
But got it just don't get it
Till' there's nothing at
AaaaaaaaAAAAAAAaaaaaaAAAAAAaaaaaallllll..
We've been together
Ohh, we've been together
But seperate's always better when there's feelings
InvooooooOOOOOOOoooooooOOOOOOooooooOOOOOlved
If what they say is ("Nothing is forever")
Then what makes, Then what makes, Then what makes
Then what makes, Then what makes LOOVVEEE?
(Love exception) So why you, why you
Why you, why you, why you are we so in denial
When we are not happy heeeerrreeee...
Y'all don't want me here you just wanna dance
[Chorus]
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (Don't want to meet your daddy, OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (Just want you in my Caddy OHH OH)
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH, don't want to meet yo' mama OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (Just wan't to make you cumma OHH OH)
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (I'm, OHH OH I'm, OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (I'm just being honest OHH OH, I'm just being honest)
[Bridge - Andre 3000]
Hey, alright now
Alright now fealous, (YEAH!)
Now what's cooler than bein' cool?
(ICE COLD!) I can't hear ya'
I say what's cooler than bein' cool?
(ICE COLD!) whooo...
Alright, alright, alright, alright
Alright, alright, alright, alright
Alright, alright, alright, alright
Alright, alright, alright, Ok now ladies, (YEAH!)
And we gon' break this back down in just a few seconds
Now don't have me break this thang down for nothin'
Now I wanna see y'all on y'all baddest behavior
Gimme some suga', I am your neighbor ahh here we go!
Shake it, shake, shake it, shake it (OHH OH)
Shake it, shake it, shake, shake it, shake it, shake it (OHH OH)
Shake it, shake it like a Poloroid Picture, shake it, shake it
Shh you got to, shake it, shh shake it, shake it, got to shake it
(Shake it Suga') shake it like a Poloroid Picture
[Verse Three - Andre 3000] (Repeating "Shake it" in background)
Now while Beyoncé and Lucy Lui
And baby dogs, get on the floor
(Get on the floor)
You know what to dooo..
Yooooouuu.. know I do
[Chorus]Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (Uh oh, Hey Ya)
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (Uh, uh, OHH OH)
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
[Chorus continues until fade]
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I feel like dancing alot again. Hahaha. Shucks.
Alright. Been watching alot of the reality shows on TV.
AMERICAN NEXT TOP MODEL! DIANELLE WON. WHA LAU. :(
The Amazing Race (Asia) is really damn cheesy but thats why its hilarious. Haha. Always looking forward to it.
The Amazing Race (Normal Version) ... HOO. Keeping my eyes peeled to it. Exciting excited excitement. :D
That should be all for now. SIGH
OH YES.Cooro came back yesterday and left today. FOR ANOTHER
9 MORE DAYS. -groans-
I think heaven is trying to test me. Haha. I'll Show Them! :D
At least Timothy is coming back tomorrow! Woo! :DD LOL
-aylwin.
